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What was your life in 2016 vs now
Mraizawa
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mraizawa wrote:
I'm genuinely glad we're all mostly happier now :)

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Date: 14-09-2022 15:51 | Times changed: 1
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Kofod wrote:
Oh you got married? I hope your spouse is treating you well!

Anyways 2016 was probably when things started turning real bad for me, it was the time I started using VP more actively. A lot of my memory from 2016 is a bit blurred out.

Edit: forgot to compare with now.
Im spending less time on VP, yet I'm more active in some ways.
As for my personal life, I don't really know at this point. I don't have any school to worry about so that helps, but things still aren't looking up for me which... Is okay, I'm sure they will soon enough 😅
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Date: 14-09-2022 15:52 | Times changed: 1
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Kofod wrote:
mraizawa wrote:
Claire wrote:
you WERE popular on vp those fuckers talked about you for years when you were gone
Really? Lmao was it in a pos or neg way? Just curious 😭
Probably both, it was s big mix.
Though it's my impression that your presence om VP were valued 🤔
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Date: 14-09-2022 15:54
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kagura wrote:
2016 was the worst year of my life. i wasn't me back then, i was totally lost and i was mentally ill. there were also some family tragedies that didn't made it any easier. i don't think i had any healthy relationship to anyone back then. i wasn't in good terms with my family, i didn't have real friends and i had toxic relationship with my ex (he's great tho it was just us being mentally ill). i was fulled with self-loathing and i was highly self-destructive. 
now that i read my diary from back then i feel physically ill, i can't imagine that it's me who has wrote those things. i don't know how i managed to keep myself alive. 

it's been a long journey from there, but now i'm happy like for real. like lmao i couldn't even leave my house without my ex or somebody bc anxiety back then, but now i'm performing dance artist 
i'm in happy and healthy relationship, i have a lot of great friends, i love my family and i get to be an aunt to 4 kids!!
yeah thats that idk. i'm just a hippie that i used to be before my depression and it's great 
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Date: 14-09-2022 16:06
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autism wrote:
late in my studies had no friends at school everybody else was graduating except me
now i'm late in my studies have no friends at school and everybody else is graduating except me
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Date: 14-09-2022 16:19
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Clavicle wrote:
2016 was an awful year for me. I was living in a basement, depressed, sick, losing weight because I wasn't eating (I lost like 60 pounds. Gained it all back though), didn't go to my classes, laid in bed all day. I can't remember if that was the shitty year on VP for me as well or if that was 2017. Either way I was probably at my lowest at this time. 

Now though? I'm doing great!! I went back to school, got in a really healthy relationship, moved back home, got a decent job (though looking to change that again) and things have just been good lately :)
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Clavicle wrote:
kagura wrote:
2016 was the worst year of my life. i wasn't me back then, i was totally lost and i was mentally ill. there were also some family tragedies that didn't made it any easier. i don't think i had any healthy relationship to anyone back then. i wasn't in good terms with my family, i didn't have real friends and i had toxic relationship with my ex (he's great tho it was just us being mentally ill). i was fulled with self-loathing and i was highly self-destructive. 
now that i read my diary from back then i feel physically ill, i can't imagine that it's me who has wrote those things. i don't know how i managed to keep myself alive. 

it's been a long journey from there, but now i'm happy like for real. like lmao i couldn't even leave my house without my ex or somebody bc anxiety back then, but now i'm performing dance artist 
i'm in happy and healthy relationship, i have a lot of great friends, i love my family and i get to be an aunt to 4 kids!!
yeah thats that idk. i'm just a hippie that i used to be before my depression and it's great 
I had to throw out my diaries because they were so toxic and it hurt me to see how much I was truly struggling. I'm glad things got better for you!! <3 
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Date: 14-09-2022 16:48
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Pixel wrote:
uhmmmm... alarmingly similar tbh. I still study at the same university lmao
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Date: 14-09-2022 16:57
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kagura wrote:
Clavicle wrote:
kagura wrote:
2016 was the worst year of my life. i wasn't me back then, i was totally lost and i was mentally ill. there were also some family tragedies that didn't made it any easier. i don't think i had any healthy relationship to anyone back then. i wasn't in good terms with my family, i didn't have real friends and i had toxic relationship with my ex (he's great tho it was just us being mentally ill). i was fulled with self-loathing and i was highly self-destructive. 
now that i read my diary from back then i feel physically ill, i can't imagine that it's me who has wrote those things. i don't know how i managed to keep myself alive. 

it's been a long journey from there, but now i'm happy like for real. like lmao i couldn't even leave my house without my ex or somebody bc anxiety back then, but now i'm performing dance artist 
i'm in happy and healthy relationship, i have a lot of great friends, i love my family and i get to be an aunt to 4 kids!!
yeah thats that idk. i'm just a hippie that i used to be before my depression and it's great 
I had to throw out my diaries because they were so toxic and it hurt me to see how much I was truly struggling. I'm glad things got better for you!! <3 
i've been thinking if i should throw them away too or not. it hurts so much, but also i can look at them like damn i'm a bad bitch getting through all of that 
nice to hear you're doing better too!! 
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Date: 14-09-2022 16:59
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thecellabration wrote:
2016 wasn't good

2022 is probably worse. idk i have like no self-awareness and 2016 was so long ago even reading my diary from then i can't rly connect it to how it actually was or compare it to how it is now
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wug wrote:
Eostre wrote:
2016 was my best year. 
rip
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Date: 14-09-2022 18:16
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legohouse wrote:
2016 was great compared to where my life is now. This year has truly been the worst year of my entire life and it won't get any easier. I'm on the downward spiral 
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Klasifikovany wrote:
Eostre wrote:
2016 was my best year. 
rip
Rip yes 
Date: 14-09-2022 18:52
Mraizawa
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mraizawa wrote:
Kofod wrote:
Oh you got married? I hope your spouse is treating you well!

Anyways 2016 was probably when things started turning real bad for me, it was the time I started using VP more actively. A lot of my memory from 2016 is a bit blurred out.

Edit: forgot to compare with now.
Im spending less time on VP, yet I'm more active in some ways.
As for my personal life, I don't really know at this point. I don't have any school to worry about so that helps, but things still aren't looking up for me which... Is okay, I'm sure they will soon enough 😅
Yes, he treats me very well actually I'm spoiled a lot by him, lol. 💅🏻
I hope things look up for you soon❤️
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Date: 14-09-2022 18:54
Mraizawa
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mraizawa wrote:
Pixel wrote:
uhmmmm... alarmingly similar tbh. I still study at the same university lmao
Off topic but currently crying and throwing up over your Len costume 😭❤️
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Date: 14-09-2022 18:55
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