wug wrote:
Heaven wrote:
first of all my behaviour is not normal. who can get up at 6am, take a train, go all the way to your school's street and the moment u have to cross the signal you turn around and go home because you're panicking abt school? who fucking misses school for 5 weeks?
not to mention my worrisome obsessive behaviour (you especially have noticed), literally being too much of a nutbrain to fucking do school work properly and most likely having attention problems... memory is just completely fucked
the fact that i have to stick to eat this specific item of food everyday because if i don't i feel weird even though it's making me morbidly obese by the second but ok
not to speak about being crippingly socially inept.. like if someone is the worst person at socializing with anyone it's me... i am hypersensitive, stupid, paranoid...
i'm not implying that autistic people are as bad as me, but if i'm anything it is most likely that and it's unfair that i'm going through life without it being clear to me.
could be anxiety and ocd but yeah... until the food thing i was like it's probably anxiety but .. hmm
Snusmumrikken wrote:
this is prob triggering to some so dont read this jhbhjiajhbHeaven wrote:
ok i am most likely autistic
why do you think that ok i am most likely autistic
first of all my behaviour is not normal. who can get up at 6am, take a train, go all the way to your school's street and the moment u have to cross the signal you turn around and go home because you're panicking abt school? who fucking misses school for 5 weeks?
not to mention my worrisome obsessive behaviour (you especially have noticed), literally being too much of a nutbrain to fucking do school work properly and most likely having attention problems... memory is just completely fucked
the fact that i have to stick to eat this specific item of food everyday because if i don't i feel weird even though it's making me morbidly obese by the second but ok
not to speak about being crippingly socially inept.. like if someone is the worst person at socializing with anyone it's me... i am hypersensitive, stupid, paranoid...
i'm not implying that autistic people are as bad as me, but if i'm anything it is most likely that and it's unfair that i'm going through life without it being clear to me.



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