cobain wrote:
LOL i didn't tell y'all but when he spent the night after that party, we were talking in bed and i asked him to teach me something in arabic. he was like "habibi" and i was like "booooring ofc i know that already" lmfao he was probably trying to be cute and i ruined it
then i started saying some bad words i know, i don't know much else in arabic lmfao he was like "u eat falafel, ofc u know that" looooool then he started talking about that he was gonna make me dinner some time and that he's never cooked for a girl or even offered to do so. asked me what i wanted and i told him i want falafel made from scratch. it's my fav food, i can eat it like every single day always. he was like "i haven't eaten falafel in over a year but alright" honestly doubt he can even make falafel LOL he doesn't cook much from what i've gathered
idk why i'm so hesitant to seeing him again. he asked me what i'm doing today and i told him i'm getting vaccinated. it's not like that takes the entire day, far from it. but i just.. get so nervous.
and idk if he's coming here i'm scared we'll bump into my ex, bc that can absolutely happen since we're neighbors. shit's not gonna end well if my ex sees me with some other guy. esp not someone he knows i worked with while we were still a couple (my ex doesn't know how he looks like but knows his name and that he's a coworker). but going to him feels like such a hassle bc he doesn't live in town, takes like an hour to get there. and i'm working tomorrow. i dont start until 2 but still