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Sol
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Sol wrote:
cobain wrote:
I JUST WANNA ASK HIM WHAT THE FUCKS UP LIKE WHATS WRONG
i slept two fucking hours last night i doubt ill get much more sleep tonight i fucking hate this how the fuck have i been played again
maybe you can ask him? to me it doesn’t sound like an unreasonable thing to do
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Date: 21-12-2021 11:15
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Hatchling wrote:
I feel like there has been a lot of like walking around the lines, maybe just ask to talk to him and have a normal conversation about the situation.
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Date: 21-12-2021 12:55
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Hatchling wrote:
Hatchling wrote:
I feel like there has been a lot of like walking around the lines, maybe just ask to talk to him and have a normal conversation about the situation.
I know it's easier said than done but I think it's best to stop overthinking, center yourself, and just speak.
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Date: 21-12-2021 12:55
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
ok ok he actually sent me a snap at midnight, i was already asleep by then thank GOD. i was so sad and passed the fuck out in seconds so
he said he missed me so much
today he's snapped me lots more too. he's been in another town, said he was grabbing coffee with a friend. shit is, it's his ex's hometown hhhhhhhehhaheeha. maybe he has friends there too idk. seemed like he ate dinner w that friend person and he got a christmas gift or smth. idk
i was like "grab coffee with me too some day" and he was like "tomorrow night u mean" so idfk

sorry for going bonkers last night but fr it felt so weird and it WAS, right?? going from having him snap me several times a day to just getting ONE snap in an entire day and no response when i wrote to him. weird, RIGHT?? i've been thru stuff like this so much in my life and basically nothing makes me sadder lol
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Date: 21-12-2021 17:55
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
lmfao i'm going to him in an hour
he told me to not eat at work bc he's making me dinner
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Date: 22-12-2021 19:04
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
these last 2 days omg
he did make me dinner when i got there on wednesday. it was rly cozy and we stayed up almost all night. on thursday we decided i should stay another night. he showed me around town and we met a couple of his friends n stuff. he tried teaching me arabic so now i can say yes and no. arabic is hard if u didn't kno
mm yeah we were gonna take the bus to work together in the morning but UHHH i remembered late at night that today's fuckikng christmas and busses/trains usually don't go as normal then. so we checked AND I WAS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! no busses until 7. we start work at 7. takes at least an hour to get here lmfao. so we panicked quite a lot. he called some of his friends and asked if they could drive us into town and eventually someone agreed. that car ride was some fast n the furious shit my god, literally clenched my ass cheeks the entire time trying to hold on

during the evening, before we left, night girl sent him a bunch of messages and tried calling him. he ignored her, said to me she's annoying and weird. but as soon as we got to my place he facetimed her and called her "baby" n i was like hhhhhhhhhHHGHhgh. idk they talked for a few minutes and when he hung up i started fiddling with some other shit. he was like "come to beeeed" n i was like "soon 😒". then i got into bed and said "baby 🥰🥰🥰" HAHAHAHAHAH he was like "ohhhh". then he tried telling me that in his language, baby means sister. told him i'm not born yesterday and kept calling him baby lmfao. he said that the only reason he called her was bc she wrote to him it's important, but it ended up being something not important. idk
so anyways we went to work together this morning. he has a hickey : ))))))))))))
night girl came down to our floor to eat breakfast -___- i didn't say hi to her bc she never says hi to me looool. she talked to him a lot and after a while, when she was leaving, she said she had to talk to him. so they went out. when he came back i tried not looking at him bc i don't have a poker face, u can see right through me always. he was like "everything's good??" n i was like "mhm 🙂"
later he told me she had seen his hickey and asked who he got it from and he just said it was cold out lmao. said to me again that she's weird. 
he helped me a shit ton today which was VERY needed. christmas is stressful as shit. we took our break at the same time, just went out for a quick smoke. when i hugged an old lady he walked past and looked me straight in the eyes n was like "i want that too 😏" HEWJAHEAJKF. and now before i left, we played christmas music. he came and sat with me and idk just said some random shit n i got so flustered and i blushed and whatnot. then i went to do the last of my work and he put on "hey sexy lady" and looked at me andekfjndsfkj
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Date: 24-12-2021 19:30
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
pls like i think i have lowkey feelings for him fr and this wasn't what i intended LOOOL
i'm still a bit shy with him for some reason. like not overly much but still... a bit.... but we're still in the getting to know each other-stage so what can u expect ig. i AM shy
ughhh this is a bad fucking idea BUT I CANT STOP

anyways here, have a song he played me 🥰
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Date: 24-12-2021 19:39
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cobain wrote:
HAHAHAH oh yeah we were cuddling in the sofa and a friend called him. they spoke in arabic so obviously i didn't understand but i could hear his friend and that he said my name. i THINK the friend asked where i was and he answered "next to me" or something. idk i just got that feeling, like the emphasis and word count?? but i might be wrong. i heard my name again a bit later and he answered the same as the first time, so like "next to me" if it was what was said.
then when they said goodbye they said "i love you" in english and the friend was like "i love sofie" lmfaoooooooo. i wasn't meant to hear the convo i think. sure i don't understand so what's the issue, right, but my name is still my name. unless there's some arabic word that's similar to my name lol. he also lowered the volume while speaking to the friend and why would he do that unless my name was said. i still heard tho 😈
lololol
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Date: 24-12-2021 21:44
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
sorry last post for tonight now
night girl works tonight (and the entire weekend). he's sleeping at work tonight and probably tomorrow too. which means he'll be with her UGH. i don't feel very worried tho... bc she actually seems a bit weird. and tbh i doubt he'd be so dumb he'd call her when he's with me if there's something going on between them, ya know?? and whenever i've heard them talk it hasn't rly been flirty or something of the sort. except when he called her baby hm
she seems quite dependent on him at work
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Date: 24-12-2021 21:51
Sol
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Sol wrote:
why'd he call night girl baby though 🤨
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Date: 24-12-2021 21:53
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
Sol wrote:
why'd he call night girl baby though 🤨
tbf she's not the only one he calls baby at work. i think he says that to his closest coworkers??
says queen and princess to coworkers too. charming dude ig LOL??????
but yeah i don't rly care if he says it to other ppl but NIGHT GIRL... 
when he said it means sister in his language i was like "ffs you call me baby" n he was like "ohhhhheehe" but I THINKKKK maybe he likes teasing me a bit when it comes to her bc he knows i'm jealous. he shouldn't play with fire tho 🥰
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Date: 24-12-2021 22:07
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Sol wrote:
cobain wrote:
Sol wrote:
why'd he call night girl baby though 🤨
tbf she's not the only one he calls baby at work. i think he says that to his closest coworkers??
says queen and princess to coworkers too. charming dude ig LOL??????
but yeah i don't rly care if he says it to other ppl but NIGHT GIRL... 
when he said it means sister in his language i was like "ffs you call me baby" n he was like "ohhhhheehe" but I THINKKKK maybe he likes teasing me a bit when it comes to her bc he knows i'm jealous. he shouldn't play with fire tho 🥰
hmm if he does it to everyone it's fine ig !
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Date: 24-12-2021 22:12
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
we snapped very briefly yesterday once i got home, before he quit. then he didn't snap me rest of the night so i'm gonna go to work soon and be like "did you have fun last night? 🙂" HAHAH 
but as i said, i think he enjoys teasing me and making me a bit jealous so i already know what he'll say lol
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Date: 25-12-2021 06:20
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
we kissed at work 😳😳😳 so unprofessional LOL. on our break tho but still. i've told myself to never do anything like that at work, but oh well. we fell asleep in the break room

this morning i asked if he'd slept well. he told me he stayed up until 4 or smth and i was like "with *night girl*" and he said no bc he didn't have the energy to hang out with her. she'd called him several times tho and said that if he wanted her to wake him up in the morning she would. ok. he said no to that tho
i suspect they're ordering food together tonight so i will definitely snap him later so he'll answer so i can see what he's up to lmao. then if he's with her i'm gonna b like "oh with ur baby i see 🥰"
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Date: 25-12-2021 19:31
Cobain
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cobain wrote:
i got a necklace and earrings from that coworker who took pics of us, so sweet wtf
then she told him to put the necklace on "his girl" so he did heheheahheha
we're spending new years together. i hope i get the day off so i can prepare and just not have to stress when i quit. i wasn't allowed to take the day off really but we've just gotten a new boss aaaand a coworker of mine said she'd take my shift. so we're gonna talk to new boss abt it

trying to figure out what to snap him now lol
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Date: 25-12-2021 21:15
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