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Yes but I am less crZy now tbh, helps to be on birth control lol cus I have more zero emotions now than before, but also just ... I stopped thinking yes, so less crazy. Am very much less delusional and funny thinking like psychosis tendencies now too, I was rlly crazy for a while but its more normal now
I think within a year I have mby acted crazy in terms of hysterical crying for no apparant reason and delusional thinking in front of ppl 3 times or smth, very improvement very sexy
im rawdogging life i dont take anything and managed to induce no thots head empty
good that u are better now i suppose not like in a tolerable to others way but in a not a torment to yourself way
I am tolerable but ppl have to get used to me for sure, but I think the issue is also the ppl I meet, cus one woman is STILL mad at me for talking theough a movie that she had watched before, and that was like ... 10 months ago I feel like, not my fault bruh bruh bruh
I often just act normal or I think normal, but then ppl don't like me, but ppl don't like when I talk and ppl don't like when im quiet, so I think the issue is less me and more that the ppl around me are too easily annoyed
i don't bother with trying to pursue anything other than a superficial connection to people like.. classmates, because i know i am unable to show my personality beyond acceptable social manners, so i can't assess whether id be annoying eventually but i'll say perhaps