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are you happy with your life rn?
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autism wrote:
No
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Date: 30-12-2021 22:23
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athena wrote:
no and my mental health prevents me of doing anything about it right now
can't really see a way out or a way to change it either lol
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Date: 30-12-2021 22:27
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Arthema wrote:
At my lowest, I think
so not really
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Date: 30-12-2021 22:56
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guru wrote:
nope, probably at my lowest point
still have hope tho  
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Date: 31-12-2021 03:04
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No, and theres nothing I would like to receive 
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But I will never be happy with my life if I stay the way I am right now tho lol. The only thing not making me happy abt my life is not having the money/opportunities to do exactly what I want, + also having no goals/interests/hobbies in life. But I don't think my life is sad either, more like depressingly neutral lmao. I am happy abt myself tho (never been one for self loathing), so I guess thats good. 

I don't think the money thing will ever work out, because I don't like to work/or am not able to show up/get hired, and even then I would have to have a high paying job to do exactly what I want and not just live comfortably. The only thing that might work out is getting a hobby/interest I could spend my time on, but I've never had any interests or hobbies so mby im just not wired like that. I don't look for it at least, but if I tried smth one day and got interested in it I would be more happy. I guess the only thing that might count as a hobby is designing for vp, but even then, I spend very minimal time designing, and I don't rlly like it either, its more so that I just do it cus I have nothing better to do and its not the most boring thing I could imagine doing. Lol
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Date: 31-12-2021 03:17
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ouch wrote:
Oh and falling in love or whatever, feel smth for another person, would be nice. Just in general finding smth that counteracts the usual apathy my brain feels abt stuff. Bad or good, it would still be better in a sense 
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Oh and falling in love or whatever, feel smth for another person, would be nice. Just in general finding smth that counteracts the usual apathy my brain feels abt stuff. Bad or good, it would still be better in a sense 
I guess it would mby help if I went back to therapy n mby got depression meds for having schizoid pd, cus I think that is the general culprit in my life, feeling like a hollow shell without a personality, real feelings abt stuff, all of that stuff. Idk how much depression meds help w that but mby I should check out.

My best friend is diagnosed w depression tho, and also schizoid pd (im not diagnosed with depression, just schizoid from the two) and she has been on legit probably every type of depression meds and nothing has helped, so her therapist thinks it might just be the schizoid personality showing as depression, and therefore not responding to depression meds, cus theres not smth physically wrong w her brain I guess, just her personality (lol). Does not make me very hopeful but u never know 
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Imani wrote:
Yes but baby fever is killing me 
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Date: 31-12-2021 05:25
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OceanWitch wrote:
In some aspects, but not in others. I try not to think about it too much, honestly.
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Date: 31-12-2021 05:51
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GUTT wrote:
absolutely not 
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anjela wrote:
goood
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Date: 31-12-2021 06:23
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kagura wrote:
welp. this year fucked me up, but in a way i'm happier than i've ever been. i think i've just have new kind of energy that i haven't ever had before and i'm more functional than ever. so i'm finally ready to get my shit together 
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Date: 31-12-2021 07:51
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absintjente wrote:
the two last week are an anomaly, because i normally dont work. right now im very tired of working, so im not so happy at the very moment BUUUT overall i am happy.
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No, not yet
Date: 31-12-2021 08:23
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Delusion1111111 wrote:
im happier than ive ever been , im going in the right direction. im not HAPPY but im not unhappy either

theres a lot i want to achieve. financial independence , moving out, getting my license. etc. but i have wonderful friends and im in love and i have a good job that ive managed to hold down for like 10 months lol things could b a lot worse
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