Sobbing wrote:Eliah wrote:
I wouldn't say I have a single friend, sure there are people I talk to at times, but long-time friends always end up leaving. Had been very good friends with someone for about 10 years, she transferred to my school in her second year and befriend a few girls that hadn't been in my class the first year, and one summer she decided to completely ghost me, because apparently I had been talking bad about her with them? Even though I didn't know them and had never spoken to them.
I feel like people only tolerate me because it's a necessity, to be honest
And it doesn't really matter, because what good do I do in this world kinda thing
do you feel like you have low self esteem or base it on the people interacting with you?
A bit of both I guess, like it kinda plays into each other. I feel like it's also that I've gotten used to feeling under the weather about all kinds of things that it's like I'm simply not relevant or important