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Kaylee wrote:
Claire wrote:
i canthbelive you dummies left this site for gsm nostalgia really is a strong fuckin drug our avatars are so much cuter here 
i will be here til the bitter end lmaoo
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Date: 09-02-2023 23:53
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devilcake wrote:
Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
i went to adhd assesment like 4 years ago n they were like not neurodiverse enoug hto get any help so dont bether getting diagnozed so i just kinda gave upo on that n bow im wondering if maybe i am autistic after all or at least adhd with some autistic traits, but i feel stupid if i wanna bring it up waaa
see i got assessed for adhd lastyear and they were like yea lmfao u have very very adhd strongly but then while i was working with my psychiatrist to get medicated she was like 'uhm theres something else ur not considering' and the adhd meds made me sSO TIRED and so now  im getting counseling for being autistic lmfao 
i always get told like yeah well its spectrum so you might be very far on the """"high functioning"""" end or whatever so thats why they never look into it like mild recognition but never more smh considering going private maybe but... eggspencive, wud be nice to know tho

n glad u could figure that oput finally ghghg i hope tha therapy helps some yahoo
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Date: 09-02-2023 23:54
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Claire wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Claire wrote:
i GENUINELY think if youre on vp u should get assessed lmfao like if you said that to me two years ago i would have been like offended and my feelings would have been hurt but i am saying now as a public service announcement like you are on vp pls get assessed for autism.
why
we arent socializing in a neuronormative way. many of us are more comfortable communicating on here than we are like irl.

the hoarding and categorzing of digital items is very autistic. for a lot of us this site could be classified as a 'special interest' and like 'girl type' autistic people apparently will make like COLLECTIONS out of their special interests  like the way i hoard nail polish

i think the very nature of this site is appealing to a specific type of brain and it aint a neurotypical one
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Date: 09-02-2023 23:54
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Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
i went to adhd assesment like 4 years ago n they were like not neurodiverse enoug hto get any help so dont bether getting diagnozed so i just kinda gave upo on that n bow im wondering if maybe i am autistic after all or at least adhd with some autistic traits, but i feel stupid if i wanna bring it up waaa
see i got assessed for adhd lastyear and they were like yea lmfao u have very very adhd strongly but then while i was working with my psychiatrist to get medicated she was like 'uhm theres something else ur not considering' and the adhd meds made me sSO TIRED and so now  im getting counseling for being autistic lmfao 
i always get told like yeah well its spectrum so you might be very far on the """"high functioning"""" end or whatever so thats why they never look into it like mild recognition but never more smh considering going private maybe but... eggspencive, wud be nice to know tho

n glad u could figure that oput finally ghghg i hope tha therapy helps some yahoo
this is going to ssound mean and i hope you all will forgive my crude wording but there is releif in finding out i wasnt a low functioning neurotypical and im actually a high functioning autist. like thats an immense weight off my shoulders.
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Date: 09-02-2023 23:56
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devilcake wrote:
Claire wrote:
devilcake wrote:
Claire wrote:
see i got assessed for adhd lastyear and they were like yea lmfao u have very very adhd strongly but then while i was working with my psychiatrist to get medicated she was like 'uhm theres something else ur not considering' and the adhd meds made me sSO TIRED and so now  im getting counseling for being autistic lmfao 
i always get told like yeah well its spectrum so you might be very far on the """"high functioning"""" end or whatever so thats why they never look into it like mild recognition but never more smh considering going private maybe but... eggspencive, wud be nice to know tho

n glad u could figure that oput finally ghghg i hope tha therapy helps some yahoo
this is going to ssound mean and i hope you all will forgive my crude wording but there is releif in finding out i wasnt a low functioning neurotypical and im actually a high functioning autist. like thats an immense weight off my shoulders.
yeah no i get that, that kinda why i wanna figure out, like even if there isn't much help i can get because i can do without it probably it would still just be nice to like have that info,, like not be so hard on urself with the shidd u struggle with.
makes a lot of sense i fink
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Date: 09-02-2023 23:58
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hmm wrote:
honestly i would be brutal on myself if i ever got officially diagnosed  blaming myself for something i didn't have a choice in
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:00
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devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
honestly i would be brutal on myself if i ever got officially diagnosed  blaming myself for something i didn't have a choice in
are youy more likely to blame yourself when you have a reason for certain struggles, than without the reason?
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devilcake wrote:
ever since i ve allowed to consider that i mite be autistic i feel WAY less hard on myself when i struggle communicating with people like i kinda just had this epaiphany like i just dont understand this stuff its not just anxiety its just confusing blah
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:02
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hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
honestly i would be brutal on myself if i ever got officially diagnosed  blaming myself for something i didn't have a choice in
are youy more likely to blame yourself when you have a reason for certain struggles, than without the reason?
idk i guess in the case of autism it'd be like wow you unlucky piece of shit look at what you've been dealt with now you can't even be normal wow you should die (emo but real) why even live when you are inherently fucked... honestly it's not even the being perceived as normal atp, it's the ACTING normal, like i can't do shit normally at all because idk what to dooo and no one will tell you that, they'll describe what normal is to you and expect you to get there, that's it. finna have to calculate every fucking second of my life to see if i'm doing the right thing and that is so exhausting

hardly answered ur question cus i didn't quite undrrstand it sorry >_< ..
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:04 | Times changed: 1
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hmm wrote:
and it's so fucked up because i try to tell myself to not be ableist against other people out of principle but if i'm going to be honest i absolutely am, because of my own personal issues of course but doesn't make it any more excused smh
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hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
ever since i ve allowed to consider that i mite be autistic i feel WAY less hard on myself when i struggle communicating with people like i kinda just had this epaiphany like i just dont understand this stuff its not just anxiety its just confusing blah
man i feel like id just get the urge to be like "btw guys im autistic" and i just know id get disgusted stares for it (sadly that's ppl irl from what i've seen ever since i started talking to ppl lol), all cus i want a pass from how much i struggle  sad lyfe...   but yeah the epiphany is crazy
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:07
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devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
honestly i would be brutal on myself if i ever got officially diagnosed  blaming myself for something i didn't have a choice in
are youy more likely to blame yourself when you have a reason for certain struggles, than without the reason?
idk i guess in the case of autism it'd be like wow you unlucky piece of shit look at what you've been dealt with now you can't even be normal wow you should die (emo but real) why even live when you are inherently fucked... honestly it's not even the being perceived as normal atp, it's the ACTING normal, like i can't do shit normally at all because idk what to dooo and no one will tell you that, they'll describe what normal is to you and expect you to get there, that's it. finna have to calculate every fucking second of my life to see if i'm doing the right thing and that is so exhausting

hardly answered ur question cus i didn't quite undrrstand it sorry >_< ..
what i meant like, wouldnt this part be something u blame urself less for if you have a reason for it... i guess, idk what im sayink either hohohehe
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:10
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devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
and it's so fucked up because i try to tell myself to not be ableist against other people out of principle but if i'm going to be honest i absolutely am, because of my own personal issues of course but doesn't make it any more excused smh
i think because of the society we live in is inherently ableist most people are inclined towards ableism anyways, its the effort to go against that that makes one not ableist or whetever else yanno, imo at least hmhmhm
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Date: 10-02-2023 00:11
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Azriel wrote:
hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
honestly i would be brutal on myself if i ever got officially diagnosed  blaming myself for something i didn't have a choice in
are youy more likely to blame yourself when you have a reason for certain struggles, than without the reason?

hardly answered ur question cus i didn't quite undrrstand it sorry >_< ..
u have these struggles and blame urself for it, but for most ppl the blaming yourself becomes less when they have a diagnosis bc it's not smth they can control and it explains the struggles
yet u claim the other way around 
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devilcake wrote:
hmm wrote:
devilcake wrote:
ever since i ve allowed to consider that i mite be autistic i feel WAY less hard on myself when i struggle communicating with people like i kinda just had this epaiphany like i just dont understand this stuff its not just anxiety its just confusing blah
man i feel like id just get the urge to be like "btw guys im autistic" and i just know id get disgusted stares for it (sadly that's ppl irl from what i've seen ever since i started talking to ppl lol), all cus i want a pass from how much i struggle  sad lyfe...   but yeah the epiphany is crazy
hmmm i hate sharing things about myself tho big nono so i guess iwouldnt feel the need to do that im very much in my own head at all times hmhmh
but also like i already feel like people think im weird, like not disgusting stares weird, but bc of how i act n such so not that much of a difference rly
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