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Anachronism wrote:
Found out my mom was diagnosed w/ bpd

Wtf

That makes sense 
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Date: 07-10-2020 23:23
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Anachronism wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Found out my mom was diagnosed w/ bpd

Wtf

That makes sense 
I wonder if I have it myself sometimes but idk traits at least

I'm convinced my gran has bpd herself tho

I mean it would explain so much. They really never wanted me to be my own person or have an identity separate from them or even be independent cuz they knew if I did, i would leave them

Holy shit 

It all adds up wtf
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Date: 08-10-2020 04:52
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Pitbull wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
Found out my mom was diagnosed w/ bpd

Wtf

That makes sense 
I wonder if I have it myself sometimes but idk traits at least

I'm convinced my gran has bpd herself tho

I mean it would explain so much. They really never wanted me to be my own person or have an identity separate from them or even be independent cuz they knew if I did, i would leave them

Holy shit 

It all adds up wtf
i mean most mental illnesses are genetic somehow
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Date: 08-10-2020 08:03 | Times changed: 1
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Anachronism wrote:
This diagnosis is such a relief 

It explains everything... the suicide threats, flipping moods on a dime, oscillating between love and hate, not wanting me to be independent or have a separate identity out of fear I will abandon her, the refusal to accept criticism, the drama.... it makes sense! 

I'm terrible at setting boundaries because I am so afraid of upsetting her, and when I try to tell her our relationship is toxic she gets defensive, acts like I'm acussing her of being a bad person, and never really will admit how horribly she treats me when all I want is her acknowledgment 

I'm starting to think I need to reassure her I wont leave, I love her, but I will have to take a break until she can learn to be independent, feel worthy of love, and treat me with respect and have boundaries. It's not personal, but that I want the best relationship we can have. Cuz honestly we just get into fights mostly, which I really do not want 

Idk thank god for this diagnosis... it's not ME .. but I do need to learn how to communicate better, have gotten better over the years (I learned to stop taking it all so personally, its just her being in 'a mood') but I still make mistakes and am still learning 

I AM SO HAPPY I HAVE AN ANSWER THO
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Date: 09-10-2020 02:13
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Anachronism wrote:
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Date: 09-10-2020 02:27
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Anachronism wrote:
My room smells like sour diesel lol
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Date: 09-10-2020 02:31
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Anachronism wrote:

Ppl think I'm insane 

Cuz I'm frowning all the time
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Date: 10-10-2020 00:19 | Times changed: 1
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Anachronism wrote:


Nightwish is like... genuinely corny and over the top but like, its also just so pretty with beautiful retellings of folklore and mythology, I miss tarja

The imagery they paint is just lovely 
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Date: 10-10-2020 11:28
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Anachronism wrote:


Fuck I know what I'm listening to at work today 
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Date: 10-10-2020 11:38
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Anachronism wrote:


I love all this folksy fantasy fairytale shit 

Nightwish within temptation lacuna coil 

I just time travelled 2 8th grade 
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Date: 10-10-2020 11:43
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Anachronism wrote:


Ugh omg
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Date: 10-10-2020 12:10
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Anachronism wrote:
I keep telling myself imma watch arrested development but I'm just sitting here enjoying Sharon's lovely clean vocals 

Uggghh I miss 2001
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Date: 10-10-2020 12:31
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Anachronism wrote:
I wish I was a witch but I just cant take wicca seriously 
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Date: 10-10-2020 12:44 | Times changed: 1
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Anachronism wrote:
I was on the verge of a nervous break down at work, so embarrassing 

But I took a klonopin I should be alright 

I wanted to see mitch tonight but I don't think I will 

Fml

Anxiety can suck my dick
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Date: 12-10-2020 00:26
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Anachronism wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
I was on the verge of a nervous break down at work, so embarrassing 

But I took a klonopin I should be alright 

I wanted to see mitch tonight but I don't think I will 

Fml

Anxiety can suck my dick
In front of my coworkers 

Lol god damn it
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Date: 12-10-2020 00:27
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