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tw sudep/sudden death of epilepsy, mention of epilepsy and seizures
Are you afraid of growing up?
Mostly not, tho I can have periods where that really bothers me to think about. Mostly because of my epilepsy condition.
Why, why not?
Since was born epileptic and am drug resistent, I have to live with the risk of SUDEP/sudden death of epilepsy for life. I've read that a lot of people from 20-25 suddenly die from that. On a daily basis, I'm not bothered by it, but I follow epilepsy society and epilepsy america whatever. Sometimes when the news break about a SUDEP, I can get very affected. Even completely healthy epileptic peeps have suddenly just lost their lives to it, and it's TERRIFYING AS BLEEP. I'm super scared that it's going to be my turn even though I don't drink, I'm not photosensitive, I don't do (redacted), I limit video games and do not get daytime seizures. Again, mostly I don't think about SUDEP, but when I think about it really think about it, I'm scared. I hate that to exist.
How old are you?
20