Abby wrote:MasileinDE wrote:Abby wrote:
I wheezed so hard reading this oh my god xD
yeah to think young teens are into that shit.... gosh
at that age, I thought everyone are disgusting AHAHA (I mean kinda still works, I have no real attraction to anything pretty much?)
well the good thing is that you've learned, some never do :,)
I was 11, I didn't even know what sexuality was
but I was like: he's the man!
(okay, let's be real, it's 70% because of the singer from the recording I had at home, but still)
but no I get it
like I can appreciate someone being attractive. I can even appreciate someone being attractive on a sexual level. I can see it for myself and for others (as in what others find appealing and what I find appealing). but the second it goes into the direction that I have to be sexual towards someone? nope, I'm out. I think I'd make a fantastic voyeur???
but yeah, honestly, the learning curve was just plain amazing
I mean yeah 11 is not an age to know all that stuff, I never knew about lgbt until I was 13 yet after years I realized my first crush was my childhood best friend and she was a girl lol
but fair, singing is very nice.
and YES this is exactly like I know people are attractive and beautiful and can appreciate the beauty and attractive traits, but I just don't... I don't actually feel attracted to that? or anything really? I mean I do have it but it's on such a small scale that it barely happens and like happened to me... like
3-4 times my whole life? all had hazel eyes though lol (not what pulled me to them but like, maybe a type)
and maybe lmao some people just like appreciating the fine things in life (and people lol)
yeah can imagine, you learn, you grow, growth is always good
me having a cry at the age of 15 telling my mum I thought something was broken about me because I never felt like being in love with someone