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wug wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
oh okay i see then i see.. if its not so much effort then ok try to figure urself out but if it is then honestli fuck it u kno, yolo bro
i guess i'm just destined to be an insensitive piece of shit that only cares about myself 
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
no i'm just wondering why i'm not the same as others because everyone except my dad and me are extremely affected by my dad's step-mother showing signs of dementia, my dad has never been a fan of her so he's out of the equation and i'm just .. aside from being annoyed i don't care and i should care but i honestly don't it's like not my problem?? except when she asks the same thing for the 1000th time testing my patience and it annoys me!
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:20
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Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
i guess i'm just destined to be an insensitive piece of shit that only cares about myself 
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
no i'm just wondering why i'm not the same as others because everyone except my dad and me are extremely affected by my dad's step-mother showing signs of dementia, my dad has never been a fan of her so he's out of the equation and i'm just .. aside from being annoyed i don't care and i should care but i honestly don't it's like not my problem?? except when she asks the same thing for the 1000th time testing my patience and it annoys me!
u dont have to be emotionally invested in that really. no need to work yourself up questioning it. also i feel like it's common to not really care abt ill or dead family members aside from your immediate family honestly 
Date: 16-08-2022 23:22
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wug wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
no i'm just wondering why i'm not the same as others because everyone except my dad and me are extremely affected by my dad's step-mother showing signs of dementia, my dad has never been a fan of her so he's out of the equation and i'm just .. aside from being annoyed i don't care and i should care but i honestly don't it's like not my problem?? except when she asks the same thing for the 1000th time testing my patience and it annoys me!
u dont have to be emotionally invested in that really. no need to work yourself up questioning it. also i feel like it's common to not really care abt ill or dead family members aside from your immediate family honestly 
immediate is only siblings and parents? or??
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:23
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ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
oh okay i see then i see.. if its not so much effort then ok try to figure urself out but if it is then honestli fuck it u kno, yolo bro
i guess i'm just destined to be an insensitive piece of shit that only cares about myself 
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
I hate when ppl overanalyze like this, cus on the surface it looks like I might say negative stuff abt myself to be mean to myself or whatever, while no, I don't care, but I can still see what is "wrong" with me compared to other people, but it doesn't mean I think its wrong even if I comment on it. More like im indifferent to the "bad" stuff abt me (while still aware) but it doesn't mean I don't like myself lol
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:24
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Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
no i'm just wondering why i'm not the same as others because everyone except my dad and me are extremely affected by my dad's step-mother showing signs of dementia, my dad has never been a fan of her so he's out of the equation and i'm just .. aside from being annoyed i don't care and i should care but i honestly don't it's like not my problem?? except when she asks the same thing for the 1000th time testing my patience and it annoys me!
u dont have to be emotionally invested in that really. no need to work yourself up questioning it. also i feel like it's common to not really care abt ill or dead family members aside from your immediate family honestly 
immediate is only siblings and parents? or??
i suppose, that's what i consider it lmao
Date: 16-08-2022 23:24
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ouch wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
no i'm just wondering why i'm not the same as others because everyone except my dad and me are extremely affected by my dad's step-mother showing signs of dementia, my dad has never been a fan of her so he's out of the equation and i'm just .. aside from being annoyed i don't care and i should care but i honestly don't it's like not my problem?? except when she asks the same thing for the 1000th time testing my patience and it annoys me!
u dont have to be emotionally invested in that really. no need to work yourself up questioning it. also i feel like it's common to not really care abt ill or dead family members aside from your immediate family honestly 
immediate is only siblings and parents? or??
Yes but everyone cares abt their grandparents and uncles and everything also it seems but those I would care 0% about, parents and siblings mby 1% but it depends which of them are sick or dying 
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:25
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wug wrote:
ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
i guess i'm just destined to be an insensitive piece of shit that only cares about myself 
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
I hate when ppl overanalyze like this, cus on the surface it looks like I might say negative stuff abt myself to be mean to myself or whatever, while no, I don't care, but I can still see what is "wrong" with me compared to other people, but it doesn't mean I think its wrong even if I comment on it. More like im indifferent to the "bad" stuff abt me (while still aware) but it doesn't mean I don't like myself lol
Yeah also this, like it's not an issue per se but more like why is it like this and not the more common buhu how tragic. Everyone gets sick in some way or another and it just is what it is, because we will all die at some stage anyway 
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ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
i guess i'm just destined to be an insensitive piece of shit that only cares about myself 
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
I hate when ppl overanalyze like this, cus on the surface it looks like I might say negative stuff abt myself to be mean to myself or whatever, while no, I don't care, but I can still see what is "wrong" with me compared to other people, but it doesn't mean I think its wrong even if I comment on it. More like im indifferent to the "bad" stuff abt me (while still aware) but it doesn't mean I don't like myself lol
im trying here smfh!!! i dont kno his brain inside out. but i agree it can also just be seeing it as it is and not subconsciously influenced by any emotion mhm
Date: 16-08-2022 23:25
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ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
it sounds like you're berating yourself when you say this while you say that you like yourself. you like yourself but uhh i guess there's some punishment taking place??? like "oh i wish i wasnt such a cunt to ppl"! but very subconscious yes
I hate when ppl overanalyze like this, cus on the surface it looks like I might say negative stuff abt myself to be mean to myself or whatever, while no, I don't care, but I can still see what is "wrong" with me compared to other people, but it doesn't mean I think its wrong even if I comment on it. More like im indifferent to the "bad" stuff abt me (while still aware) but it doesn't mean I don't like myself lol
im trying here smfh!!! i dont kno his brain inside out. but i agree it can also just be seeing it as it is and not subconsciously influenced by any emotion mhm
I hav too big of an ego to think negative thoughts 
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:28
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wug wrote:
ouch wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
u dont have to be emotionally invested in that really. no need to work yourself up questioning it. also i feel like it's common to not really care abt ill or dead family members aside from your immediate family honestly 
immediate is only siblings and parents? or??
Yes but everyone cares abt their grandparents and uncles and everything also it seems but those I would care 0% about, parents and siblings mby 1% but it depends which of them are sick or dying 
I don't give a fuck about uncles and aunts and that shit like goodbye to them. 
I don't want to think about my sister getting sick or dying because it would make me very upset I don't want anything bad to happen to her. With my mother it's like.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.. hhhhhhhhhhhhh....... I don't know she's such a hypocrite telling people to just pull themselves together while whining about how much pain she's in because of the non-cancerous tumour she removed and people are like oh no how awful and I'm just like okay I guess?? If she listened to doctors and resituated correctly she'd likely be better now but she doesn't so that's her own issue. 
I'm concerned about my dad but it's inevitable and will be sad but yeah.. idk
Grandparents and such is just like.. I only have one biological left  
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ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
ouch wrote:
I hate when ppl overanalyze like this, cus on the surface it looks like I might say negative stuff abt myself to be mean to myself or whatever, while no, I don't care, but I can still see what is "wrong" with me compared to other people, but it doesn't mean I think its wrong even if I comment on it. More like im indifferent to the "bad" stuff abt me (while still aware) but it doesn't mean I don't like myself lol
im trying here smfh!!! i dont kno his brain inside out. but i agree it can also just be seeing it as it is and not subconsciously influenced by any emotion mhm
I hav too big of an ego to think negative thoughts 
what thots are u thinking , neutral and positive i see
Date: 16-08-2022 23:28
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ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
ouch wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
im trying here smfh!!! i dont kno his brain inside out. but i agree it can also just be seeing it as it is and not subconsciously influenced by any emotion mhm
I hav too big of an ego to think negative thoughts 
what thots are u thinking , neutral and positive i see
Yes
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:30
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Klasifikovany wrote:
ouch wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
immediate is only siblings and parents? or??
Yes but everyone cares abt their grandparents and uncles and everything also it seems but those I would care 0% about, parents and siblings mby 1% but it depends which of them are sick or dying 
I don't give a fuck about uncles and aunts and that shit like goodbye to them. 
I don't want to think about my sister getting sick or dying because it would make me very upset I don't want anything bad to happen to her. With my mother it's like.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.. hhhhhhhhhhhhh....... I don't know she's such a hypocrite telling people to just pull themselves together while whining about how much pain she's in because of the non-cancerous tumour she removed and people are like oh no how awful and I'm just like okay I guess?? If she listened to doctors and resituated correctly she'd likely be better now but she doesn't so that's her own issue. 
I'm concerned about my dad but it's inevitable and will be sad but yeah.. idk
Grandparents and such is just like.. I only have one biological left  
at least u care abt ur sister, not fully "heartless" mhm, ebven then it would just be u nun wrong its just u yes
Date: 16-08-2022 23:30
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wug wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
ouch wrote:
Yes but everyone cares abt their grandparents and uncles and everything also it seems but those I would care 0% about, parents and siblings mby 1% but it depends which of them are sick or dying 
I don't give a fuck about uncles and aunts and that shit like goodbye to them. 
I don't want to think about my sister getting sick or dying because it would make me very upset I don't want anything bad to happen to her. With my mother it's like.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.. hhhhhhhhhhhhh....... I don't know she's such a hypocrite telling people to just pull themselves together while whining about how much pain she's in because of the non-cancerous tumour she removed and people are like oh no how awful and I'm just like okay I guess?? If she listened to doctors and resituated correctly she'd likely be better now but she doesn't so that's her own issue. 
I'm concerned about my dad but it's inevitable and will be sad but yeah.. idk
Grandparents and such is just like.. I only have one biological left  
at least u care abt ur sister, not fully "heartless" mhm, ebven then it would just be u nun wrong its just u yes
Hm 
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Date: 16-08-2022 23:32
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wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
macandcheese wrote:
Klasifikovany wrote:
I don't give a fuck about uncles and aunts and that shit like goodbye to them. 
I don't want to think about my sister getting sick or dying because it would make me very upset I don't want anything bad to happen to her. With my mother it's like.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.. hhhhhhhhhhhhh....... I don't know she's such a hypocrite telling people to just pull themselves together while whining about how much pain she's in because of the non-cancerous tumour she removed and people are like oh no how awful and I'm just like okay I guess?? If she listened to doctors and resituated correctly she'd likely be better now but she doesn't so that's her own issue. 
I'm concerned about my dad but it's inevitable and will be sad but yeah.. idk
Grandparents and such is just like.. I only have one biological left  
at least u care abt ur sister, not fully "heartless" mhm, ebven then it would just be u nun wrong its just u yes
Hm 
so it's not fully insensitive asshole, there's still care, but it's selective, i support it i think im like that too except i am not fully apathetic mayb (allegedly cus allegedly i also am ish kinda  alittle but also not really, it depends on the day)
Date: 16-08-2022 23:33
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