kruspersille wrote:i feel like i talk too much abt krusperman but im home now n not in his couch so i can write more abt it..
so we had not seen each other since wednesday 31s n when ii left that nite he told me he would be veri busy w work cause he had to catch up on lost work due to long vacations n shit n i understood that, like thats fair
one week later i text "so are u still busy w grindin work" n he responds yes n nest day im out at a bar w friends texting him "still?" n he says yes

so i just dont pester him anymoar cause i think ok its been 1 week he is busy w work thats fine ill wait for him to text me
n literally one and a half more weeks go by without a word so to my irl-friends im like "should i text him should i ask whats up" n theyre like yea!!! n im like okay..................... so i was GONNA ask him sunday like "so r u stull busy w work or r we just not seeing each other anymore" cause like for all i knew he coulve found a girl he hit it off with u know???? so thats where my mind went.............. but i never sent the msg
low n behold i wake up today w a msg from him asking to see me today
nevermind when i freaked out abt him telling me hes been upset casue his grandma died.... this time he literally told me he had been super depressed literally wanting to kill himself n thats why he has not msg me



n like the reasons why n stuff
which is NOT what i eggspected but i am veri grateful he feels like he can talk abt this w me i guess