fujiwara wrote:devilcake wrote:fujiwara wrote:
hi i am depressed : ( and dont want to go to bfs place despite us planning to play a new game.... i wished i could explain that i dont have the mental capacity to put on happy face or put effort into looking nice rn. just want to sit at my own desk in my pyjamas and undone hair before my long shift of work tomorrow. ..
I’m sure mr lord would both understand if you went to his place without happy face and effort into looks or if you would stay home!
i cant show up to anywhere without dressing up half decent tho. i wud just find it embarrassing. so its dressing up or nothing. and i already delayed our plans of games and wiggled out of him staying at my place last weekend, like we usually do.. ive been neglecting our relationship a bit bcus i really just get overwhelmed so easily rn and need alone time. i hate hate hate even thinking about explaining that i still need more time to mentally get back on track
Hmm I think I understand the feeling but I still think mr lord would understand because he’s reasonable… if you do end up going anyways I hope it turns out nice and relaxing regardless, maybe you can go hang out but be non verbal for a bit?