Eliah wrote:Sobbing wrote:Eliah wrote:
I'm okay with it because it's the only thing I know.
That would be great yes, but I just don't think it's possible for me
why do you think its impossible
there is only one of you and no one will ever be you, that means that you are an unique individual with endless possibilities and endless people who you would be able to connect with
People aren't interested in connecting or building a friendship with me, not one that will actually matter more than the occasional conversation. I've tried to build deeper friendships with many people over the past years, but people always end up leaving or not putting any effort at all into it, and that's no friends I wish to have.
At the end of the day, I simply don't believe I'm meant to live the happy and joyful life so many people have, or strive to have
i think that there could be some possible people such as parental figures in your life which have conditioned you to think that you are not meant to live a happy life or joyful people have, which is not true, but it is very hard to break out of that mindset