cobain wrote:Raquelle wrote:cobain wrote:
Hhjjj we drank beer last night
He brought his punk vinyls so we listened to them bs a bunch of other shit and just talked and talked for hourssss. And we both sat on my bed and again I wanted to kiss him so bad but didn't wanna make it weird!!!!!
At first there was some distance between us on the bed but as the time went by we both got closer to each other and by the end I was like cuddling up against his arm for a long ass time lol it was cozy. We were like on the long side of the bed at first so our feet were outside of the bed u know, and he's so tall so his feet kept slipping and he complained about that n I was like "just lie down the other way then" (how u lie down normally in a bed) and in the end we both did and I was like 3 seconds away from falling asleep and then after a while he started talking about making his way home and in my head I was like nnnoooOoo
Anyways now I'm scared that I was clingy on him and not both of us on each other and that I was annoying lmao. Idk I'm just overthinking. Was there tension between us? Ya but there always fucking is!!! At least that I'm feeling
And I thought about how I am the one who needs to make a move like talked about earlier in this thread. Jesus fuck I can't do that but at the same time I want him to just fucking kiss me so bad
When he went home he was like "nah give me a hug now sofie" gbhbhb
He suggested drinking beer today again so couldn't have been so bad
Omgg he’s sooo into you
make the move!!
(my crush asked how old i was yesterday LMAO it’s over for me girls... when i told her she was like awwww.... anyway she has still snapped me so maybe we can be friends 😔✌🏻 She has her summer holiday starting in a week so idk when i will see her again as i’ll move out in a month 🥺🥺🥺 )
God idk tho, sometimes it feels like he is, other times I feel like he's not. Honestly everything I'm mentioning can might as well be friendly etc, he might just see me as a good friend and nothing more. Fml I just wanna know and most of all I want to fuck his brains out jeez
And I mean it doesn't need to be over for u tho!! Keep snapping her n see how it is between u
I really really think he likes you a lot but just doesn’t make the first move because you are younger and he is afraid of rejection. You have the power imo