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Nesta wrote:

Nesta wrote:
what is this with being more comfortable with only having presentations in front of a teacher? people say it so often. i can't even fathom. it's my biggest nightmare.

I still had friends at that time so I had people to sit with even if I had to somewhat insert myself into a group of friends that I didn't belong that much to anymore. yeah that was sorta why it all sucked. bc i enter sat alone, with my sister, with whoever had to sit beside me bc space or groups or once in a while, beside someone i didn't stand much but at that time i was like just running my own run and ppl didn't rly care to talk to me and i didn't ly know ppl that well anymore or shared interests so ye. ungdomsskolen was shitty for me bc we changed classes (had the same ish since 1st grade) and my best friend didn't end up in mine and the ones i had considered better friends didn't rly care for me anymore. my sis and i was like the third wheel of a group u know

that's why gym is so nice. u can hit everyone u don't like with the softball first and no one will be mad

me in gym: i don't like being sweaty or tired or do anything so i'll just hide

i would have looked at u like u r one of those dumbasses

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
that's why gym is so nice. u can hit everyone u don't like with the softball first and no one will be mad

me in gym: i don't like being sweaty or tired or do anything so i'll just hide

i would have looked at u like u r one of those dumbasses

yeah you know that .. i think it's kanonball? because i was hiding behind things lmao i was always the last person to be left on my team and i was like stop throwing balls at me i don't like it

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hnstly us was also like our soccer trainers putting me and 2 others on the '98 team bc we "weren't good enough to practice with our own team" bc our teams were somewhat mixed at that time with training hours and who played for which team at matches and such. but it totally removed me from socializing with the people in my own year and class and such. like u can bond so much over soccer. and now they still want me to come back but i don't know anyone there bc there's only those who played on the "elite" team left, like they even went to NM w our '97 team and they picked '98 players before me like I was really hurt by that

mate i went to the same class as a guy that was picked up to rosenborgs juniorlag and i was like yeah nah i'm just not going to be a goalie leave me alone

haha
me @vgs knowing half my class play handball really good: I WANT TO BE THE GOALKEEPER (so i don't have to play bc i don't know the rules)
after both classes: *red ball marks on my thighs

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
hnstly us was also like our soccer trainers putting me and 2 others on the '98 team bc we "weren't good enough to practice with our own team" bc our teams were somewhat mixed at that time with training hours and who played for which team at matches and such. but it totally removed me from socializing with the people in my own year and class and such. like u can bond so much over soccer. and now they still want me to come back but i don't know anyone there bc there's only those who played on the "elite" team left, like they even went to NM w our '97 team and they picked '98 players before me like I was really hurt by that

mate i went to the same class as a guy that was picked up to rosenborgs juniorlag and i was like yeah nah i'm just not going to be a goalie leave me alone

haha
me @vgs knowing half my class play handball really good: I WANT TO BE THE GOALKEEPER (so i don't have to play bc i don't know the rules)
after both classes: *red ball marks on my thighs

he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
me in gym: i don't like being sweaty or tired or do anything so i'll just hide

i would have looked at u like u r one of those dumbasses

yeah you know that .. i think it's kanonball? because i was hiding behind things lmao i was always the last person to be left on my team and i was like stop throwing balls at me i don't like it

I LOVE KANONBALL and elefantball. I hit literally everyone at fhs! all the rly good ones u expect to win that are like muscles and speed and just looks professional u know. then there was tiny little me with a tiny bit of cleverness, went and took them all out. Still a proud moment

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
i would have looked at u like u r one of those dumbasses

yeah you know that .. i think it's kanonball? because i was hiding behind things lmao i was always the last person to be left on my team and i was like stop throwing balls at me i don't like it

I LOVE KANONBALL and elefantball. I hit literally everyone at fhs! all the rly good ones u expect to win that are like muscles and speed and just looks professional u know. then there was tiny little me with a tiny bit of cleverness, went and took them all out. Still a proud moment

it's okay as long as no one hits me

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
mate i went to the same class as a guy that was picked up to rosenborgs juniorlag and i was like yeah nah i'm just not going to be a goalie leave me alone

haha
me @vgs knowing half my class play handball really good: I WANT TO BE THE GOALKEEPER (so i don't have to play bc i don't know the rules)
after both classes: *red ball marks on my thighs

he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

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Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
haha
me @vgs knowing half my class play handball really good: I WANT TO BE THE GOALKEEPER (so i don't have to play bc i don't know the rules)
after both classes: *red ball marks on my thighs

he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

ohw i would probably kick a bit too hard for ppl that aren't used to soccer :c

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
yeah you know that .. i think it's kanonball? because i was hiding behind things lmao i was always the last person to be left on my team and i was like stop throwing balls at me i don't like it

I LOVE KANONBALL and elefantball. I hit literally everyone at fhs! all the rly good ones u expect to win that are like muscles and speed and just looks professional u know. then there was tiny little me with a tiny bit of cleverness, went and took them all out. Still a proud moment

it's okay as long as no one hits me

reminds me last time i played ball i got it in my face
hehe covid "don't take the ball to your face pls don't hit ppl in the face"
my face: *hit*

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
haha
me @vgs knowing half my class play handball really good: I WANT TO BE THE GOALKEEPER (so i don't have to play bc i don't know the rules)
after both classes: *red ball marks on my thighs

he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

honestly the peak emo year was probably 9th grade when i was intensely into anime, dyed my hair black, and i genuinely did hang with emo people from other schools i have no idea how that even happened lmao. i legit walked to a different ungdomsskole after i had finished my mattetentamen to hang with a 10th grader there and then we walked from that ungdomsskole and to mine and the rumours jesus christ and the reactions because for some reason a lot of people knew who he was.

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

honestly the peak emo year was probably 9th grade when i was intensely into anime, dyed my hair black, and i genuinely did hang with emo people from other schools i have no idea how that even happened lmao. i legit walked to a different ungdomsskole after i had finished my mattetentamen to hang with a 10th grader there and then we walked from that ungdomsskole and to mine and the rumours jesus christ and the reactions because for some reason a lot of people knew who he was.

that sounds sick tho like this is such things and stories ppl tell from their teenage years and i cannot give any reason to why this did happen why would u do that

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:
he kicked so hard it wasn't even fun
and my team would be like mate why are you behind the net ...... oof.
also i was peak emo at ungdomsskolen anyway

i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

ohw i would probably kick a bit too hard for ppl that aren't used to soccer :c

it's stupid as fuck honestly because in everything but innebandy i'm like it's dangerous and not fun but in innebandy nothing can stop me i'm all in.. which is why i got 3 in PE rather than 4, the teacher saw my habit of 0 effort in everything but innebandy.. legit he told me that had we only had innebandy i would have been a 6-student in pe lmao : (

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anyways, must go. ✌🏻

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wug wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:
i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

honestly the peak emo year was probably 9th grade when i was intensely into anime, dyed my hair black, and i genuinely did hang with emo people from other schools i have no idea how that even happened lmao. i legit walked to a different ungdomsskole after i had finished my mattetentamen to hang with a 10th grader there and then we walked from that ungdomsskole and to mine and the rumours jesus christ and the reactions because for some reason a lot of people knew who he was.

that sounds sick tho like this is such things and stories ppl tell from their teenage years and i cannot give any reason to why this did happen why would u do that

it's really weird because my teenage years weren't really that far from normal? like in retrospect i'm like i actually do have regular teenager stories they just don't interest me.
why on earth would i hang with shady people from different schools. and why would they hang with me?

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Snusmumrikken wrote:

Nesta wrote:

Nesta wrote:
i feel like i never had a proper emo era tbh i wonder if i missed out i must have missed out on something or else i wouldn't end up this closed off

ohw i would probably kick a bit too hard for ppl that aren't used to soccer :c

it's stupid as fuck honestly because in everything but innebandy i'm like it's dangerous and not fun but in innebandy nothing can stop me i'm all in.. which is why i got 3 in PE rather than 4, the teacher saw my habit of 0 effort in everything but innebandy.. legit he told me that had we only had innebandy i would have been a 6-student in pe lmao : (

seriously omg i hate innebandy, such a cursed game
but my gym teacher did not like me. I was the most enthusiastic about every part of gym at vg3. like my effort was a good 95% in everything and i was like maybe medium good at all of it and she still gave me a fucking 4. while my classmate argued herself to a 5 on behalf of most of it being ball play -- all which I was at least decent at. I hate her tbh, like she couldn't even remember my name. she called me Ida for 3 years.