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kagura wrote:
yea indica is that one and sativa is other way around. and then there's all kind of hybrids of them
i wanna try pure sativa someday, but it's hard to find here. because idk somebody told me it's harder to grow and takes longer

Idk I just know all the shit ive tried, green brown, all the bla bla bla, kt all feels the same n its just all shit. I have no middle between feeling nothing and being way too fucked for my own liking. I have always preferred drinking, tho I don't rlly like doing that either anymore cus I feel too tired n shitty. Stimulants the way to go n tbh its shit cus I lose like,, the effect of it so fast, but oh well, it is whatit is

I always mix with tobacco because I'm a little bitch lol

I usually get brown stuff if I get any so tobacco is the way to go

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Anachronism wrote:

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Anachronism wrote:
I miss amphetamines lol

Oh confession

I found out from my coworker my manager asked if I was high on amphetamines one day

I so was, i was hyper focused on what i was doing to the point he tried throwing shit at me and i didnt even notice him he was totally testing out if I was twacked

Hes cool enough to have never confronted me personally about it but he fucking knows

Tbh I never get focused, just kind of the same high as molly (very talkative + more happy + less social inhibitions etc) but weaker n more sweaty. Kinda wrecked my brain tho I think so im taking a break cus I just started to feel like shit all the time n also just not happy from taking it (allegedly empty brain storage, who knows)

I havent tried molly, I wanted to when i was 17 or 18 but it didnt work out, tho I took anti depressants at the time so it would of blocked the high

Oh it increased motivation/focus for me. Playing video games or organizing was so fun man, or writing inane bullshit

Yeah I don't reccomend stimulant abuse, especially long term its not good 4 ur brain

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ouch wrote:

Anachronism wrote:

ouch wrote:

Anachronism wrote:
Oh confession

I found out from my coworker my manager asked if I was high on amphetamines one day

I so was, i was hyper focused on what i was doing to the point he tried throwing shit at me and i didnt even notice him he was totally testing out if I was twacked

Hes cool enough to have never confronted me personally about it but he fucking knows

Tbh I never get focused, just kind of the same high as molly (very talkative + more happy + less social inhibitions etc) but weaker n more sweaty. Kinda wrecked my brain tho I think so im taking a break cus I just started to feel like shit all the time n also just not happy from taking it (allegedly empty brain storage, who knows)

I havent tried molly, I wanted to when i was 17 or 18 but it didnt work out, tho I took anti depressants at the time so it would of blocked the high

Oh it increased motivation/focus for me. Playing video games or organizing was so fun man, or writing inane bullshit

Yeah I don't reccomend stimulant abuse, especially long term its not good 4 ur brain

Molly is too good tbf, as long as I don't drink. Hallucinations and also happy 👍 talkative 👍 only shitty thing is the teeth chattering but oh well

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Anachronism wrote:

ouch wrote:

Anachronism wrote:

ouch wrote:
Tbh I never get focused, just kind of the same high as molly (very talkative + more happy + less social inhibitions etc) but weaker n more sweaty. Kinda wrecked my brain tho I think so im taking a break cus I just started to feel like shit all the time n also just not happy from taking it (allegedly empty brain storage, who knows)

I havent tried molly, I wanted to when i was 17 or 18 but it didnt work out, tho I took anti depressants at the time so it would of blocked the high

Oh it increased motivation/focus for me. Playing video games or organizing was so fun man, or writing inane bullshit

Yeah I don't reccomend stimulant abuse, especially long term its not good 4 ur brain

Molly is too good tbf, as long as I don't drink. Hallucinations and also happy 👍 talkative 👍 only shitty thing is the teeth chattering but oh well

I'd probably love it but dont think I'll ever try it

I really like adderall and meth (lol) but I quit using both

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Anachronism wrote:

ouch wrote:

Anachronism wrote:
I havent tried molly, I wanted to when i was 17 or 18 but it didnt work out, tho I took anti depressants at the time so it would of blocked the high

Oh it increased motivation/focus for me. Playing video games or organizing was so fun man, or writing inane bullshit

Yeah I don't reccomend stimulant abuse, especially long term its not good 4 ur brain

Molly is too good tbf, as long as I don't drink. Hallucinations and also happy 👍 talkative 👍 only shitty thing is the teeth chattering but oh well

I'd probably love it but dont think I'll ever try it

I really like adderall and meth (lol) but I quit using both

It is the worst drug to love cus brain damage

Except heroin probably lol, mby meth, idk abt that one

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Anachronism wrote:
Idk y I'm sharing this I imagine I'm at risk of sounding like I'm baiting or attention whoring

3 weeks ago I rented a motel and bought some whiskey and I was gonna hang myself, I was writing notes and practicing tying the noose and I was worried the rope was too thick

Then I realized i didnt really want to, at least not now, cuz it would be a dick thing to do to my coworkers and I love my sister

So I passed out and checked out the next day with the realization I'm too much of a pussy to ever do that

lol jesus

I'll never tell anyone irl I s2g.

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Anachronism wrote:

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confession; I kinda wanna try psychedelics and go on a big rave type of festival (like Boom festival) but i'm too much of a coward and fear bad trips because i'm v traumatized individual and anxious a lot of the time

So understandable, I didnt try psychedelics until later in life for the same reason

I regretted not trying sooner tbh

Set and setting, trip setter, a good frame of mind, and no expectations. My tips. Maybe do it with friends inside b4 going to a festival?

I have no idea where to get that stuff honestly. Most of my friends are like no drugs type of ppl and very much judging of that and I understand that, i'm a bit sceptical too and seen one friend though some spiraled bad just from doing weed and later other stuff.
But i'd like to try it for festival experience and live life a bit on the party/wild side etc while i'm in my 20s, but open to try alone too - but idk where to get that stuff LOL

Dark web

Or if you're interested in shrooms grow your own

Tho I dont reccomend a solo trip to start. You want an experienced sitter

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Anachronism wrote:
Oh I've got a great one

I filmed a "documentary" on my android phone when I was tweaking mad balls after a nervous break down and I took my shirt on and off three times and I didnt even notice i did that till i watched the video

Seriously wtf

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Anachronism wrote:

Anachronism wrote:
Oh I've got a great one

I filmed a "documentary" on my android phone when I was tweaking mad balls after a nervous break down and I took my shirt on and off three times and I didnt even notice i did that till i watched the video

Seriously wtf

I know one of my coworkers asked triana if I was on pills cuz I was just doing like the same shit over and over

Lol I dont even notice I'm doing that shit at the time freaking weird

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Anachronism wrote:
I cant sleep tonight I'm full of confessions

My manager said he was "proud of me" for basically growing the fuck up and mellowing out

I'm trying to take the compliment but I feel like a piece of shit, like its nothing to be proud of my drinking and stuff should have never been a problem in the first place and I hate myself for letting it go there

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scoff wrote:
all i want in life is for someone to be proud of me lolololol
and also i really, really, REALLY wish i was 14 instead of 24
hate being an adult
hate the social expectations that come with being an adult
fucking hate it

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I am in a similar situation where my boyfriend doesn't care about not having money and just buys expensive foods and we never really resolve that issue.
These kind of stuff needs to be decided on before you move in together but we never did that and now, it's a trouble.

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Salem wrote:

scoff wrote:
all i want in life is for someone to be proud of me lolololol
and also i really, really, REALLY wish i was 14 instead of 24
hate being an adult
hate the social expectations that come with being an adult
fucking hate it

big relate
a do over of my teenage years would be good thanku end up at uni instead of turning into a hermit when I'm 18 for 5 years smoking weed everyday and fuck all else. I mean I still smoke everyday but at least I've got a job and a social life now but I sure as shit woulda benefitted from working out what I wanna do or going into higher education when I had the opportunity despite not knowing what it is I'd wanna study blah blah purely for the experience

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Klavier wrote:
im a cyberbully (professionally)

enemies to lovers

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battlefield wrote:
I have 3 different older men that are completely submissive to me, I am a goddess to them, and it’s so fun, it really boosts my ego!