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the funniest part about seatmate era is how my german teacher was convinced we dated, but also she taught his girlfriend so she knew they were together and this was the time when me and him stopped sitting together stopped talking etc etc,  so she came up to me and asked me if i was okay LOL 
Date: 09-01-2025 03:22
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Azriel wrote:
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Azriel wrote:
who is seatmate
omgggggg someone who DOESN'T know seatmate lore how exciting....

to put it shortly seatmate was my seatmate during my last year of school and well he used to joke with me all the time about kissing me and marrying me and whatnot :\ and we used to go home together everyday and we'd cuddle in the bus LOL and he even kissed me on the cheek once (wowww) and he took a picture of us holding hands (i still have the pic lol)..

but then! turns out he was pining for another girl the entire time and they ended up getting together so i was pushed aside which is obviously reasonable but i was crushing on him so hard i was quite upset about it all, well i never told him that i liked him but. this guy used to carry me bridal style up the stairs and joked about having children with me like?!?!

my trust issues got significantly worse after this
holy fucking shit 
thats actually horrifying
actually diabolical evil behaviour dude.. 
Date: 09-01-2025 03:23
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i was in the trenches i never ever ever want to go through this again...
Date: 09-01-2025 03:24
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Azriel wrote:
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Azriel wrote:
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i think the reason why i think i'd feel bad is because when i look at my issues it's like... just to myself, not vulnerable to anyone (even though they're still apparent through certain behaviours i have), but if a therapist is naming my issues i feel so ehhh scrutinized, and also when they try to give me simple solutions it feels sooo bad because ive gone over a million possible solutions already..

ive had therapy before but last time i just cried as i walked him and never went back that was 3 years ago HELP
do u mean in the way that like oh someone else sees how fucked up i am ?
yeah but also in the sense that they look down on it or look down on me for not having figured it out or the simple solutions not working for me 
the simple solutions are always so ... annoying like yes obviously i have tried x bro its like the first solution that pops up when u google this


i only ever talked to a therapist to get gender/autism figured out but idk i couldnt say i ever felt like she looked down on me. it was honestly kinda freeing in a way bc im always worried like telling people in my surroundings anything abt my feelings bc it changes their perception of me (like yeah they could look down on me for instance or think im whiny whatever) but a therapist is a professional and they have confidentiality and idk them personally so whatever i tell them actually stays between us and her job is to help me whatever she might think
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:25
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
the funniest part about seatmate era is how my german teacher was convinced we dated, but also she taught his girlfriend so she knew they were together and this was the time when me and him stopped sitting together stopped talking etc etc,  so she came up to me and asked me if i was okay LOL 
aw thats sweet
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:26
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
omgggggg someone who DOESN'T know seatmate lore how exciting....

to put it shortly seatmate was my seatmate during my last year of school and well he used to joke with me all the time about kissing me and marrying me and whatnot :\ and we used to go home together everyday and we'd cuddle in the bus LOL and he even kissed me on the cheek once (wowww) and he took a picture of us holding hands (i still have the pic lol)..

but then! turns out he was pining for another girl the entire time and they ended up getting together so i was pushed aside which is obviously reasonable but i was crushing on him so hard i was quite upset about it all, well i never told him that i liked him but. this guy used to carry me bridal style up the stairs and joked about having children with me like?!?!

my trust issues got significantly worse after this
holy fucking shit 
thats actually horrifying
actually diabolical evil behaviour dude.. 
fr i would have trust issues after that too im sorry that happened 
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:26
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
Azriel wrote:
do u mean in the way that like oh someone else sees how fucked up i am ?
yeah but also in the sense that they look down on it or look down on me for not having figured it out or the simple solutions not working for me 
the simple solutions are always so ... annoying like yes obviously i have tried x bro its like the first solution that pops up when u google this


i only ever talked to a therapist to get gender/autism figured out but idk i couldnt say i ever felt like she looked down on me. it was honestly kinda freeing in a way bc im always worried like telling people in my surroundings anything abt my feelings bc it changes their perception of me (like yeah they could look down on me for instance or think im whiny whatever) but a therapist is a professional and they have confidentiality and idk them personally so whatever i tell them actually stays between us and her job is to help me whatever she might think
exactly 

it's interesting... i think the very professional aspect of it all makes me feel scared for some reason lmfao, but perhaps one day i'll be more open to it... i think in general other than on vp i also am not very open about any of it anyway so .. i think it's more of a general thing rather than it strictly having to do with therapists. i don't vent to real life people because i am afraid of what advice they might try to give me because again!! shame shame shame even if it's not what they intended yes
Date: 09-01-2025 03:29
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
the funniest part about seatmate era is how my german teacher was convinced we dated, but also she taught his girlfriend so she knew they were together and this was the time when me and him stopped sitting together stopped talking etc etc,  so she came up to me and asked me if i was okay LOL 
aw thats sweet
everyone hated her but she's my goat....
Date: 09-01-2025 03:29
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
Azriel wrote:
holy fucking shit 
thats actually horrifying
actually diabolical evil behaviour dude.. 
fr i would have trust issues after that too im sorry that happened 
it's okay now! i'm just really glad to be over it now although it's such an amusing piece of lore..  but yes i don't trust men at all also because i had extremely questionable male friends last year too and let's just say they're DOGSSSS 
Date: 09-01-2025 03:30
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
actually diabolical evil behaviour dude.. 
fr i would have trust issues after that too im sorry that happened 
it's okay now! i'm just really glad to be over it now although it's such an amusing piece of lore..  but yes i don't trust men at all also because i had extremely questionable male friends last year too and let's just say they're DOGSSSS 
they really are
though the way some of my friends have been screwing over guys, everyone is a dog sometimes
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:33
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Azriel wrote:
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Azriel wrote:
fr i would have trust issues after that too im sorry that happened 
it's okay now! i'm just really glad to be over it now although it's such an amusing piece of lore..  but yes i don't trust men at all also because i had extremely questionable male friends last year too and let's just say they're DOGSSSS 
they really are
though the way some of my friends have been screwing over guys, everyone is a dog sometimes
bhasjnajsbjs i suppose i havent had the chance to see it from a female perspective but yes i believe this... everyone really is a dog 

im too much of a delusional hopeless romantic for these games smh!
Date: 09-01-2025 03:35
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Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
Azriel wrote:
Stupot wrote:
it's okay now! i'm just really glad to be over it now although it's such an amusing piece of lore..  but yes i don't trust men at all also because i had extremely questionable male friends last year too and let's just say they're DOGSSSS 
they really are
though the way some of my friends have been screwing over guys, everyone is a dog sometimes
bhasjnajsbjs i suppose i havent had the chance to see it from a female perspective but yes i believe this... everyone really is a dog 

im too much of a delusional hopeless romantic for these games smh!
yeah fair enough lmao me too 
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:40
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Azriel wrote:
bed time now

good night mada (and joob if ur still here)
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:43
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Azriel wrote:
bed time now

good night mada (and joob if ur still here)
goodnighttt sleep well!
Date: 09-01-2025 03:43
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Maxwell wrote:
Azriel wrote:
bed time now

good night mada (and joob if ur still here)
ok not goodnite to u
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Date: 09-01-2025 03:43
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