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Limbs wrote:
not really

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Pavlov wrote:

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Pavlov wrote:
yeah my mom didnt lol she very obviously chose her man over me and we have never talked about it

Have u ever brought anything up to her, if something was wrong?

it just never happened, i guess i never questioned it, it probably hurt me deep in my soul as a kid but it didnt cross my concious mind that what she did was wrong

its pretty surreal to be an adult and suddenly realize everything that didnt make sense about your childhood

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this is such a pityful thread i dont understand how any of yall vp people manage to share so much personal shit on here

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Pavlov wrote:
another thing lol is that whenever i complain about my mom inside my head i feel bad because im like at least my distant mother who has done a lot of questionable shit wasnt abusive and i was better off than a lot of other people, and its like i invalidate my own feelings, like does it really matter that some people have worse parents than me, if having a distant mother deeply affected me isnt that enough for my feelings to be valid

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Pavlov wrote:

Pavlov wrote:
another thing lol is that whenever i complain about my mom inside my head i feel bad because im like at least my distant mother who has done a lot of questionable shit wasnt abusive and i was better off than a lot of other people, and its like i invalidate my own feelings, like does it really matter that some people have worse parents than me, if having a distant mother deeply affected me isnt that enough for my feelings to be valid

thank you for coming to my ted talk

people with bad parents be like at least my mother didnt murder me

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Pavlov wrote:

Pavlov wrote:
another thing lol is that whenever i complain about my mom inside my head i feel bad because im like at least my distant mother who has done a lot of questionable shit wasnt abusive and i was better off than a lot of other people, and its like i invalidate my own feelings, like does it really matter that some people have worse parents than me, if having a distant mother deeply affected me isnt that enough for my feelings to be valid

thank you for coming to my ted talk

people with bad parents be like at least my mother didnt murder me

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AtlantaG1912 wrote:
i was in year 4, so i was 8 years old when my dad (step-dad) first came into my life. Just finished dance, i was expecting my nana to pick me up like usual but instead my mum was there with a guy i didn't know. 15 years later he's my dad and i have a little 2 year old brother. He's the man that raised as my biological father only came back into my life when i was 18 xx

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lived through that for a while
it just felt like a roommate though so i didn't mind it but also i have very suspecting views of all adult men so it was uncomfortable even if he was very harmless lol. i do not like men but also i do so

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Heaven wrote:
lived through that for a while
it just felt like a roommate though so i didn't mind it but also i have very suspecting views of all adult men so it was uncomfortable even if he was very harmless lol. i do not like men but also i do so

then youre more tolerant than me cause i cant stand being there for more than a week at a time, its not my home and it will never be my home

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Pavlov wrote:

Heaven wrote:
lived through that for a while
it just felt like a roommate though so i didn't mind it but also i have very suspecting views of all adult men so it was uncomfortable even if he was very harmless lol. i do not like men but also i do so

then youre more tolerant than me cause i cant stand being there for more than a week at a time, its not my home and it will never be my home

Damn, just like me