Pavlov wrote:
Pavlov wrote:
its just that my dad has always been the only person who was always there for me and who has been the person i relied on, and now when im truly going through almost the most shit ive been through in my entire life he is not there, and i cant rely on him cause he is dealing with too much shit himself
seeing him in pain was never easy on me and now its worse than its ever been, i knew it would reach this point eventually but it doesnt make it any easier
its just that my dad has always been the only person who was always there for me and who has been the person i relied on, and now when im truly going through almost the most shit ive been through in my entire life he is not there, and i cant rely on him cause he is dealing with too much shit himself