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devilcake wrote:
i dont really wanna be translator anymore anyways i could just drop out but it'd be a waste not to have the degree on my resume 
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Date: 11-09-2020 12:20
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devilcake wrote:
if she says there's no chance ill get it done im just dropping out im done
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Date: 11-09-2020 12:30
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devilcake wrote:
Okie dokie so i just had my meeting with my supervisor and we're discussing me getting this done for june next years instead which FUCKING SUCKS i really want this done because i hate it so much, but there is just so much to and she keeps telling my to dig deeper and use more sources and im just not sure im even capable of writing thiws kind of essay  yanno... I'm like genuinely wondering if i really should drop out, like not joke, might discuss it w/ my mum, but even then it wont be until after october

BUT on the bright side she extended my deadline one week in case id be able to get it done

anyways im so stressed i want to die
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Date: 11-09-2020 15:57
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devilcake wrote:
the thing is, i don't think it's impossible to do this in the time i have

it's that i think that i personally am not good at this type of writing and the amount of time and mental energy this is going to take me, even if i postpone it to the next semester is just not worth a relatively useless degree in something i don't even want to do anymore

i think translation and linguistics is just really interesting but i wont get a job with this, it might look nice on my CV that i managed to graduate but like other than that??? idk wtf im even supposed to do with this because i know im not applying to the library science program anymore. I cannot write a masters essay
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Date: 11-09-2020 18:42
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devilcake wrote:
The worst part is that everyone is like "no you can do it i believe with you youre going to be so happy" but a) none of them has gone to uni except my friend who keeps taking year one courses over and over so they literally don't know what theyre talking about, and b) i don't think they get how truly hard i think academic writing his. Like i swear like 80% of my major final assignments since starting uni has ended with me sobbing and hurting myself as i scramble to get something in. But like just because i get C and Bs usually everyone thinks im decent at it. 

kind of just wish someone could be like yeah lol it's okay just drop out it doesn't matter
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Date: 11-09-2020 18:50
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devilcake wrote:
like it's not a matter of if i can do it. I can, fuck maybe even with the time i have i could maybe do it but i feel so horrible and academia is never going to stop being like this for me

edit i know i contradict myself cause i also said i dont think i can do it but like obviously it's not impossible to write the essay especially given enough time and help from my proffesor, but it's like a) i don't have the mental enrgy and b) im just really bad at it so the ental energy this all would take feels like something i don't have
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devilcake wrote:
i might give it a week. See how it goes. and also  if louise emails me too late for me to give her a final proofed version of my translation, which she might do, i might just quit honestly
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Date: 11-09-2020 18:55
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devilcake wrote:
like not to be all TW on main but i don't think i've thought about hurting myself this much in a while, so maybe it's like a decision i have to take for my mental health
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Date: 11-09-2020 18:56
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devilcake wrote:
me when starting this thread: okay i don't have a lot of time but when im done ill have degree and ill be done
me, now: i literally want to die.
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Date: 11-09-2020 19:02
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