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Snusmumrikken wrote:
it's really weird because my teenage years weren't really that far from normal? like in retrospect i'm like i actually do have regular teenager stories they just don't interest me. 
why on earth would i hang with shady people from different schools. and why would they hang with me?

Nesta wrote:
seriously omg i hate innebandy, such a cursed game
but my gym teacher did not like me. I was the most enthusiastic about every part of gym at vg3. like my effort was a good 95% in everything and i was like maybe medium good at all of it and she still gave me a fucking 4. while my classmate argued herself to a 5 on behalf of most of it being ball play -- all which I was at least decent at. I hate her tbh, like she couldn't even remember my name. she called me Ida for 3 years.

Nesta wrote:
it's like u went into a metaverse and then u came back 

Snusmumrikken wrote:
i had years that was really normal and years that was like the only thing in my life is internet. 
i've been to parties and i was at festningen natt til første and 17. mai, i've been politically active, i've represented SV in school debates, i've been to summer camp, i've been to conferences, i've attended debattskolering, i have marched in 1. mai-tog. 
it's really weird. 

potionsky wrote:
i just skipped to the last page so i dont know if youve been over it already but what happened to this ^ you, do you not do any of those things anymore? i get the politically active part tho cus i ditched that a few years back as well but like general social acitivity (this is not meant as a diss, just the impression i got from you saying your life is heavily focused on interwebs)

BloomCissi wrote:
The one friend I had in high school, and who I was actually in contact with for a long time after graduating, basically just stopped responding to my messages at some point, so that's nice...

Snusmumrikken wrote:
that's strange 

i do have a mate that's like that but suddenly he takes contact out of nowhere and it's like mate??????????????????????????????????++ what

potionsky wrote:
just took out my contacts and going to bed im so sorry bascially blind now but im gonna read it tomorrow as im genuenly curios and want to know but i haaave to go to bed so yes i will see you tomorrow!!

BloomCissi wrote:
Yeah, it's weird, and I really don't know what to make of it. We haven't even met irl since we finished school, but we would still message each other occasionally. 

Snusmumrikken wrote:
i have a very difficult relationship with alcohol, i don't really know why, it's not like my parents are actually alcoholics or something. i do think my mother is drinking way more than she should, and i think it's an utter waste of money. basically, what changed was that people started drinking very much and it all started being about sex and parties and that's not really for me, the extreme focus on drinking with the purpose of getting shitfaced. i know i'm very judgemental so it's better i'm not present than me going around like ah yes all my respect for other people is gone because they're dumb as fuck when they're drunk. i went to a few parties and i ended up babysitting my friends. i know i don't come off as the type that does that, but i do. i'd rather make sure they don't do anything they'll regret than listening to them complaining about the stupid shit they did and not being allowed to laugh at it. i explained to my mate that it was far better if he waited with urinating until he was inside the house as there were toilets there, instead of pissing on other people's mailboxes. It's very annoying. 
the parties were always wayy too much, it was always one step away from the police interfering - and not because of noise, but because they didn't stupid shit. like throwing glass bottles off the roof of an apartment building. it's just very below my level. 

i think it's weird discussing because i know i don't come off like someone who would ever attend to things like this, fuck i even helped prepare for parties. there were several times i was there early to help, and i usually left rather late too. i even drank at some stage, never to a degree that i actually noticed anything. 
but it became too much and i realised that i had compromised with my personal values and it's too great of a sacrifice. i really do have issues with alcohol. 
and it seems stupid, but one of the reasons is that i'm pretty much 100% positive i'm genetically more prone to addiction than the average person, i've even noticed that even with things that aren't addictive i struggle moderating my consumption. i'm not going to risk it, i'm sure i know what future i'll have if i cross the line, even once. it's not worth it. 
so it doesn't help that my brain doesn't work currently and it's like there are drugs that would help. i won't test it but it doesn't help that my brain even suggests it. so yeah just no. it's a bad, bad idea. 
@potionsky