isabellaswan wrote: very, it started out with literally just picking up sticks & flowers and now i keep spending my money on crystals to feel their energy and alot of ups and downs with all the chakra stuff and meditation & shadow work that just keeeeps on popping up but i mean atleast now i sorta know who we actually are and that all of this isnt real in a way & i learned to not be afraid of death & that death is literally just.a concept and to obv not be afraid of it because essentially you're just going home & just become this lil ball of energy filled with love & light again