Ataraxia wrote:
depends on what im eating. i cant order at mcdonalds or fast food places and eat there. i have so much underlying stigma for fast food. i will never be seen eating at egon. but at good restaurants i have no problem.
i cant eat infront of people im not comfortable around. family/friends/strangers: no problem. but if its someone i just met that i kinda know, but im unsure about. cant eat infront of them.
i also have problems making food for myself if im not home alone. i feel so guilty and anxious about making food. idk why, but now that im living with my parents i only eat after everyone has gone to sleep