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idk for the past year I realised I needed some new friends especially bc I knew literally no one on my course and I've been trying to like message people to start a conversation and hopefully become friends but literally feel like I'm always making all the effort and no one actually wants to become friends
I joined a horse riding club and started volunteering and made 2 friends who are great but that's it, I'm still just hanging out in my flat on my own for multiple days in a row bc no one's available to hang out
sorry needed to vent