bee wrote:Rouya wrote:
i was like that too once. idk what happened i just got tired of being so miserably dependent on others, especially on whether someone was romantically and sexually interested in me etc, and stopped basing my self worth on that and took a break from pursuing romantic/sexual interests. then without noticing i got a bf that ive been together with for 3 years now and i feel more normal than ive felt in years. im not obsessive and havent been for over 3 years now
i didnt see a therapist also, which i probably shouldve but idk how much it wouldve helped
im glad its better for you now!Â
i keep telling myself to take a break from romance and just be myself, and then someone comes along that makes me all dizzy againÂ
but this gives me a little hope. ty fir sharingÂ
i think honestly its just something that requires a lot of practice in self control and restraint and also practice trusting that you inherently have worth and arent defined by others. its like a mental exercise you just gotta do whenever you feel the obsessive tendencies come crawling and then also i would say, dont allow yourself to do the impulses you get when you get obsessive (like checking the snap count or their fb friends etc), bc that reinforces the obsessive feelings