bee wrote:
i was with him last night and we were very drunk and tangled into each other in his bed having deep conversations. i poured out ALL of my heart to him. told him everything i feel without holding back. i might have said too much but it feels so good to have been completely honest and not hide what i feel anymore. it didnt scare him away so i think thats good. but he doesnt think we could make it work long distance when he moves away soon. "it never goes well" and i have to agree with him, but i want it so bad. it makes me insanely sad that im gonna lose him and theres nothing i can do about it