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devilcake wrote:

jiminator wrote:

devilcake wrote:

jiminator wrote:
JSBHJIEHUGEYB real shit

Can you make ocs rly fast and put them on artfart

omg the closest i've gotten to having an oc is having sims so maybe i should base it off them xx

Yes!!!! Whenever I play sims I think about their oc potential

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joob wrote:
i dont know if ive ruined my life by leaving school and im really struggling with the idea of becoming an adult because i feel like i was truly robbed of a having a childhood and i feel like im gonna fail at life and im paranoid of being seen as a failure by people in my life and currently feel like nothing im doing is good enough and will never be good enough to some people.
also i havent spoken to my dad in a whole month and i dont know how to describe how i feel about it because it didnt happen in the way i wouldve wanted it to and it wasnt on my terms which i dont know also its making me feel shitty because he stopped talking to me and not the otherway around which feels so?? to say like im glad we arent talking but the fact he isnt talking to me is very like ugh like i didnt do anything to him and hes obviously trying to act the victim.
im very scared to start driving next month too
also i feel like im being robbed of any bit of independacy i could possibly have like im 17. 18 in less than half a year and im not allowed to leave the house i dont know why i rely on permisson so much like i truly should be able to do more and i think my mom is very cleverly manipulative but i feel like i cant call her out on it becauses shes the only person i have in my life and ive got nothing else to say

pretty much im just very so tired

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bexxi wrote:

jiminator wrote:
no i mean it like i dont wanna like men for a hobby anymore maybe i should try crocheting

you can like women for a hobby

Joob
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joob wrote:
and also i feel like ive had the weight of everyone on me irl since i was 13 and dont remember the last time someone truly paid attention to me #attentionwhore or my feelings and i really just wanna start my life like alone. like leave and move out already but im also very scared of doing it and being completely alone

sorry i have a lot burdening me

Joob
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joob wrote:
also i have wrestling tickets to london in august and i have nobody to go with me so my mom wont let me go

Taeyongnator
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taeyongnator wrote:

joob wrote:
i dont know if ive ruined my life by leaving school and im really struggling with the idea of becoming an adult because i feel like i was truly robbed of a having a childhood and i feel like im gonna fail at life and im paranoid of being seen as a failure by people in my life and currently feel like nothing im doing is good enough and will never be good enough to some people.
also i havent spoken to my dad in a whole month and i dont know how to describe how i feel about it because it didnt happen in the way i wouldve wanted it to and it wasnt on my terms which i dont know also its making me feel shitty because he stopped talking to me and not the otherway around which feels so?? to say like im glad we arent talking but the fact he isnt talking to me is very like ugh like i didnt do anything to him and hes obviously trying to act the victim.
im very scared to start driving next month too
also i feel like im being robbed of any bit of independacy i could possibly have like im 17. 18 in less than half a year and im not allowed to leave the house i dont know why i rely on permisson so much like i truly should be able to do more and i think my mom is very cleverly manipulative but i feel like i cant call her out on it becauses shes the only person i have in my life and ive got nothing else to say

pretty much im just very so tired

do you think you could've had a proper childhood had you stayed in school?

and how come you feel paranoid about failing at life, is it also related to your studies?

i'm sorry your dad is being like this... i think i understand how you feels in regards to it not being on your terms, even though part of you is relieved, naturally another part of you feels hurt

and sorry your mom is like this too.... is there a chance she'd be less strict when you're finally 18? otherwise ugh it's just a shitty situation but i hope that you can somehow find a way to live your own life without any restrictions : /

Taeyongnator
Streetmusician

taeyongnator wrote:

joob wrote:
and also i feel like ive had the weight of everyone on me irl since i was 13 and dont remember the last time someone truly paid attention to me #attentionwhore or my feelings and i really just wanna start my life like alone. like leave and move out already but im also very scared of doing it and being completely alone

sorry i have a lot burdening me

being alone can be scary.. and i think it feels even worse when you come out of an environment that didn't offer you the best emotional support in the first place.. no one really gave you the confidence.. i do believe that either way you'd manage it though, again it will be scary but things will settle eventually

it's okayyyy!! i hope talking about it relieved you in some way

Taeyongnator
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taeyongnator wrote:

devilcake wrote:

jiminator wrote:

devilcake wrote:
Altho I will say, I highly reccomend trying some traditional art/hobby, it is good to not always look at screen, n its very satisfying to have a physical product of what you’ve been working on,,, not the same as obsessing over media but yes I think it’s just good…. Do some clay art or smth

i have been marinating my brain in the idea of customizing/making clothes but it seems so intimidating.. when i have the money i will pursue it i think..

Im getting my sewing machine this week prolly and im gonna start doing tjos teehee! Join me yes :3

what's tjos....