kitkatpuddel wrote:
Kinda TW (mental health, ED's, self esteem)
I feel really pressured lately, to like 'fix' my instagram, to facetune, to be 'perfect' in even more unrealistic ways. I've always had an extremely big problem with me trying to be 'perfect' all the time (which kinda also led to ED behavior), and me being so damn stressed about it, to the point where it will keep me awake at night (like rn), even more anxiety (I've got diagnosed anxiety in every single aspect of my life lol), and even panic attacks.
And honestly idk what to do about it anymore, like I feel pressured to do all these things, and its making me hate myself even more, than I thought was possible
idk if I want advice or if I just needed to rant and be sad on the internet but yeah..
edit; I also feel pressured to be a lot of other stuff, but that doesn't really tie into the looks thing
Kinda TW (mental health, ED's, self esteem)
I feel really pressured lately, to like 'fix' my instagram, to facetune, to be 'perfect' in even more unrealistic ways. I've always had an extremely big problem with me trying to be 'perfect' all the time (which kinda also led to ED behavior), and me being so damn stressed about it, to the point where it will keep me awake at night (like rn), even more anxiety (I've got diagnosed anxiety in every single aspect of my life lol), and even panic attacks.
And honestly idk what to do about it anymore, like I feel pressured to do all these things, and its making me hate myself even more, than I thought was possible
idk if I want advice or if I just needed to rant and be sad on the internet but yeah..
edit; I also feel pressured to be a lot of other stuff, but that doesn't really tie into the looks thing