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scoff wrote:
what the fuck this is? how does someone become this person? what goes on in their brain? WHAT IS ACTUALLY WRONG?

here's his view on things (and no, i don't think it's a conscious effort to manipulate me; i don't think he's that bright when it comes to people tbh):
* i've wronged him, i've embarrassed him and i've tried to have HA beat him up (??? i definitely haven't tried to have HA beat him up - i don't even know anyone in HA)
* everything i do or don't do, i do to hurt him and/or upset him
* i don't love him
* i lie constantly 
* i am or have been psychotic 
* i don't care about him
* every time i get angry or i make a scene about something, it's precisely calculated and i've planned it beforehand and am actively looking for a valid reason to do it
* i'm using him for money
* it's always been my plan to leave him and he knows that because he sees right through me
* i bring out the worst in him and i do so because i actively WANT to do so, and that makes him feel like shit and unfortunately he's very good at hurting me (him calling me retarded or saying i don't deserve the air i breathe doesn't even hurt me, it just makes me pissed off because WHY WOULD ANYONE EVEN SAY THOSE THINGS TO ANYBODY)
* i seriously want him to hit me so that i can call the cops on him
* i'm only gonna be with him until i find someone better and then i'll use that guy for money as well

none of those things are new since the breakup so it's not that he's just upset about that and makes shit up. he genuinely seems to believe those things, drunk, high AND sober. 

oh, and let's not forget about the part when he instantly wanted me to move in, told me i could leave absolutely no belongings at my mom's house (like furniture that would take up too much space in the apartment) that i couldn't bring but i should give them away or try to sell them instead AND i could absolutely NOT under any circumstances keep my point collecting accounts on rental apartment sites because those things would indicate that i was planning on someday just taking off and leave - which is exactly what he thinks i'm doing right now when HE kicked me out
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How did someone become that toxic whelp 
Date: 02-06-2020 23:59
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scoff wrote:
Nesta wrote:
How did someone become that toxic whelp 
that's what i really wish i could figure out

and no, i haven't been nice either. i've threatened to kill myself on multiple occasions, i've slapped him across the face, i've yelled and screamed and threatened him, i've said numerous times that this is fucking over and i'm moving, i've threatened to call the cops on him more than once, i've banged my head on walls and floors and tables and shit like that more than twice during these four years because i have, frankly, been going insane

and now i don't even know what is true and what is not, you know? i don't know what has or hasn't happened in the past four years. i'm confused and insecure and i know nothing about anything. 
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scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
is that a real link
does it have answers for me
will i get viruses if i click it?

fuck it, imma click on it
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scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
is that a real link
does it have answers for me
will i get viruses if i click it?

fuck it, imma click on it
It's a book 
Date: 03-06-2020 00:03
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Claire wrote:
scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
is that a real link
does it have answers for me
will i get viruses if i click it?

fuck it, imma click on it
honestly yea you should download this pdf. 

if you want to PM me your address i will buy you a copy of the book and have it sent to you on amazon
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scoff wrote:
Nesta wrote:
How did someone become that toxic whelp 
that's what i really wish i could figure out

and no, i haven't been nice either. i've threatened to kill myself on multiple occasions, i've slapped him across the face, i've yelled and screamed and threatened him, i've said numerous times that this is fucking over and i'm moving, i've threatened to call the cops on him more than once, i've banged my head on walls and floors and tables and shit like that more than twice during these four years because i have, frankly, been going insane

and now i don't even know what is true and what is not, you know? i don't know what has or hasn't happened in the past four years. i'm confused and insecure and i know nothing about anything. 
I think it is good you are out. Now you can start to recenter yourself again 🙏
Date: 03-06-2020 00:04
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Claire wrote:
Claire wrote:
scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
is that a real link
does it have answers for me
will i get viruses if i click it?

fuck it, imma click on it
honestly yea you should download this pdf. 

if you want to PM me your address i will buy you a copy of the book and have it sent to you on amazon
which like i dont expect youd wanna share that but i would buy it for you
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Maxwell wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
okay but this lookin interestin af where can I buy this-
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Date: 03-06-2020 00:05
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Claire wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
okay but this lookin interestin af where can I buy this-
should be able to find it on amazon

Amazon.com: Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men (8601300264479): Bancroft, Lundy: Books

idk about where youre located tho this is america amazon
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Date: 03-06-2020 00:06
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scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
scoff wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
is that a real link
does it have answers for me
will i get viruses if i click it?

fuck it, imma click on it
honestly yea you should download this pdf. 

if you want to PM me your address i will buy you a copy of the book and have it sent to you on amazon
i currently don't have an address and i could purchase it myself from somewhere when i do have one but thanks! imma read that. i already began reading it right now.
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Date: 03-06-2020 00:06
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scoff wrote:
Nesta wrote:
scoff wrote:
Nesta wrote:
How did someone become that toxic whelp 
that's what i really wish i could figure out

and no, i haven't been nice either. i've threatened to kill myself on multiple occasions, i've slapped him across the face, i've yelled and screamed and threatened him, i've said numerous times that this is fucking over and i'm moving, i've threatened to call the cops on him more than once, i've banged my head on walls and floors and tables and shit like that more than twice during these four years because i have, frankly, been going insane

and now i don't even know what is true and what is not, you know? i don't know what has or hasn't happened in the past four years. i'm confused and insecure and i know nothing about anything. 
I think it is good you are out. Now you can start to recenter yourself again 🙏
but what if it is me? what if i just let the most wonderful person on planet motherfucking earth walk away? what if this is the biggest mistake of my life? 
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Date: 03-06-2020 00:07
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Maxwell wrote:
Claire wrote:
Maxwell wrote:
Claire wrote:
why-does-he-do-that.pdf 
okay but this lookin interestin af where can I buy this-
should be able to find it on amazon

Amazon.com: Why Does He Do That?: Inside the Minds of Angry and Controlling Men (8601300264479): Bancroft, Lundy: Books

idk about where youre located tho this is america amazon
a! Yee, well as long as I kno the name I shud prob b able to find it hh 
Thank you
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scoff wrote:
tho i mean... i read my old entries and threads on vp last night and when i hadn't met him that long ago he tried to gaslight me and i asked him if he was trying to gaslight me and he said yes???? to which i actually remember replying that he's doing it wrong if he admits he's doing it and that he really wanted to fuck me up he should accuse me of being crazy

i think i did a REALLY bad thing telling him that
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Date: 03-06-2020 00:10
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Claire wrote:
scoff wrote:
tho i mean... i read my old entries and threads on vp last night and when i hadn't met him that long ago he tried to gaslight me and i asked him if he was trying to gaslight me and he said yes???? to which i actually remember replying that he's doing it wrong if he admits he's doing it and that he really wanted to fuck me up he should accuse me of being crazy

i think i did a REALLY bad thing telling him that
he woulda figured it out. guys like this dont need your help they figure it out.
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