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Limbs wrote:
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i just got a text that they cancelled my next two psychologist appointments and this is after they cancelled the appointment on mom's death anniversary 2 weeks ago

i'm so suicidal and i can't stop crying now, i don't know what to do it hurts so much all the time and i can't take it and this happens every year. like every year around this time i get so suicidal and then the psych clinic cancels my appointments for weeks. every year and it feels like god or the universe wants me to die and i think this proves it. i don't know what to do like i don't actually want to die and i'm scared but it seems like i don't have achoice
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:27
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Limbs wrote:
certain ppl on vp reading this b like: ha, finally
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:31
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Meister wrote:
*Gives you a big warm hug*
If you need to talk i´m just a pm away. 
You can always call a priest or ask someone to call the clinic and demand that you get help.
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:31
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Specter wrote:
if the cancellation was due to covid-19, is there any way you can do a remote appointment?

if not, try to pull through. you mentioned that you've done this in the past, and i have faith that you can do it again. i'm sorry that you have to go through this.
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:32
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Limbs wrote:
Specter wrote:
if the cancellation was due to covid-19, is there any way you can do a remote appointment?

if not, try to pull through. you mentioned that you've done this in the past, and i have faith that you can do it again. i'm sorry that you have to go through this.
they cancelled because my psychologist is absent. i don't know why
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:38
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Meister wrote:
Limbs wrote:
Specter wrote:
if the cancellation was due to covid-19, is there any way you can do a remote appointment?

if not, try to pull through. you mentioned that you've done this in the past, and i have faith that you can do it again. i'm sorry that you have to go through this.
they cancelled because my psychologist is absent. i don't know why
You have the right to talk to someone.
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Date: 05-06-2020 12:58
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Limbs wrote:
Meister wrote:
*Gives you a big warm hug*
If you need to talk i´m just a pm away. 
You can always call a priest or ask someone to call the clinic and demand that you get help.
 thank you
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Date: 05-06-2020 13:53
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Caramelia wrote:
Meister wrote:
Limbs wrote:
Specter wrote:
if the cancellation was due to covid-19, is there any way you can do a remote appointment?,
if not, try to pull through. you mentioned that you've done this in the past, and i have faith that you can do it again. i'm sorry that you have to go through this.
they cancelled because my psychologist is absent. i don't know why
You have the right to talk to someone.
^ this

Insist on talking with someone. It's their job to help you in your toughest times, even if your own psychiatrist isn't there.
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Date: 05-06-2020 13:57
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remains wrote:
is there a crisis line you can reach if need be?
im sorry this is happening. but you've pulled through before and you can do it again. you're stronger than you think and eventually, the pain will subside.
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Date: 05-06-2020 14:02
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Limbs wrote:
ok i'm seeing my old psych nurse tomorrow but AAAAAA how do i know if i'm actually unwell or i'm just being dramatic????? ahahagaghshedllel help

like yes i'm having suicidal thoughts but i don't know, what if i'm just making myself believe that i'm suicidal and i'm not rly gonna do anything?? what if this isn't actually serious and it's not that bad and i'm just making it out to be

idk
like i should probably be able to pull it together and i'm just not doing it out of evil aaaahdhdkkdkssv

i feel so bad because the psych nurse was going to give me just a phone call appointment at first but then i said "oh... so not in person?" and she was like well yes it would be better in person but she doesn't have a room but then she said she will get a room and i should come in person and now i'm terrible!!!!! because i'll give her corona or something oh god. i'm ruining everyone's life again. HOW DO I STOP BEING this difficult!!! god i hate it
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Date: 10-06-2020 02:52
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I don't know you, but I love you! message me if you need anything! 
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Date: 10-06-2020 02:56
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Limbs wrote:
SpringSing wrote:
I don't know you, but I love you! message me if you need anything! 
🥺 thank you
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Date: 10-06-2020 03:26
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Momma wrote:
Hi there I lost my mom last year. Actually had a dream of her today and I’ve been crying since tbh. If you need to talk I’m here for you. I’m so sorry they canceled your appointments. I really need to get into a place myself. Please get a new psych!!! Do not go to one who doesn’t seem to care about you. You will never get better. I wish you luck 
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Date: 10-06-2020 03:44
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Momma wrote:
Limbs wrote:
ok i'm seeing my old psych nurse tomorrow but AAAAAA how do i know if i'm actually unwell or i'm just being dramatic????? ahahagaghshedllel help

like yes i'm having suicidal thoughts but i don't know, what if i'm just making myself believe that i'm suicidal and i'm not rly gonna do anything?? what if this isn't actually serious and it's not that bad and i'm just making it out to be

idk
like i should probably be able to pull it together and i'm just not doing it out of evil aaaahdhdkkdkssv

i feel so bad because the psych nurse was going to give me just a phone call appointment at first but then i said "oh... so not in person?" and she was like well yes it would be better in person but she doesn't have a room but then she said she will get a room and i should come in person and now i'm terrible!!!!! because i'll give her corona or something oh god. i'm ruining everyone's life again. HOW DO I STOP BEING this difficult!!! god i hate it
If you think you’re being dramatic, you’re most likely becoming worse mentally. Do not ever doubt your feelings. It’s easy to fall bk down. And nah, you won’t give them corona. Please go see them in person. PS only think about yourself right now. If they’re doing in patients then GO!!!!! how do you know of you refuse to see them in person and they give someone your spot and they do have corona ???? You can’t live in your head love. Please seek help 
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Date: 10-06-2020 03:47
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Rotte wrote:
Limbs wrote:
ok i'm seeing my old psych nurse tomorrow but AAAAAA how do i know if i'm actually unwell or i'm just being dramatic????? ahahagaghshedllel help

like yes i'm having suicidal thoughts but i don't know, what if i'm just making myself believe that i'm suicidal and i'm not rly gonna do anything?? what if this isn't actually serious and it's not that bad and i'm just making it out to be

idk
like i should probably be able to pull it together and i'm just not doing it out of evil aaaahdhdkkdkssv

i feel so bad because the psych nurse was going to give me just a phone call appointment at first but then i said "oh... so not in person?" and she was like well yes it would be better in person but she doesn't have a room but then she said she will get a room and i should come in person and now i'm terrible!!!!! because i'll give her corona or something oh god. i'm ruining everyone's life again. HOW DO I STOP BEING this difficult!!! god i hate it
Your feelings are valid remember that! If u are feeling suicidal don't just act like it's nothing please, u obviously know u are in a state where u need help and u deserve that helps too.
And u definitely ain't ruining peoples life, I'm sure this woman wanna help u and do it as comfortable for u as possible! 
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Date: 10-06-2020 03:51
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SweetLapis wrote:
Aw, I'm so sorry about that *hugs*.
It sounds like your a strong person though believe it or not since you've gone through this every year.
So please, keep going. Stay strong.
How come they cancelled? Is there any way to do this appointment virtually?
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