Delusion1111111 wrote:scoff wrote:Delusion1111111 wrote:
i literally PROMISE u that this relationship ending is going to end up being the best thing that ever happened to u lol
when will i know that? when will i feel that? when will i find someone else? how do i even do that?
now i feel like my life is even more on hold. a big chunk of my future was depending on him
it might take a while but it will happen eventually. i know u said ur getting old but ur not actually old. im like the same age as u i think and sometimes im like 'fuck im getting old' but like in reality i know im not actually that old lol. also thinking about finding some1 else shouldnt even be crossing ur mind right now. theres more to life than romantic relationships and the best ones end up happening accidentally anyway when ur in a good place urself
yeah but like honestly i don't want to be 30 before i have kids. i don't care what anyone says about that. i want kids in 2 years. no later. there's not a chance in hell i'll find anyone who wants to move that fast.