bee wrote:
its me
i was at a small party thing with my bf. he was the one that brought a speaker so he was in charge of the music. then his phone died so we just used mine instead to play songs from. at one point i saw him with my phone picking out a song and i saw him save a song to my liked songs (or whatever its called???) got curious ofc so later i checked what song he had saved and it was we had to end it by cuco. i was like???? what is this some kind of hint he is tryin to make??? is he gonna break up with me???? anyways i just wanted to enjoy the night so i tried to shake it off and tell myself its nothing. for the next three days i just couldnt let it go, like why would i he save that song and only that song? i was afraid to confront him cus what if he was gonna break up but at the same time i hadnt got any suspicious vibes from him but then what if it was just an act?? i just ended up being a complete mess so i finally decided to confront him about it. andddddddd he told me he had never heard that song before
turns out when i thought he was saving a song he was actually adding it to the queueue (however you spell that word lmao) and i had myself saved that stupid song over a month ago and totally forgot about it
i feel so stupid??????????? i put myself through all that because im so dumb!!!! literally just wanna hit myself in the head a thousand times. n i feel so guilty for accusing my bf for wanting to break up with me : (((
this is what happens when youre a big overthinker, thank you for reading
its me
i was at a small party thing with my bf. he was the one that brought a speaker so he was in charge of the music. then his phone died so we just used mine instead to play songs from. at one point i saw him with my phone picking out a song and i saw him save a song to my liked songs (or whatever its called???) got curious ofc so later i checked what song he had saved and it was we had to end it by cuco. i was like???? what is this some kind of hint he is tryin to make??? is he gonna break up with me???? anyways i just wanted to enjoy the night so i tried to shake it off and tell myself its nothing. for the next three days i just couldnt let it go, like why would i he save that song and only that song? i was afraid to confront him cus what if he was gonna break up but at the same time i hadnt got any suspicious vibes from him but then what if it was just an act?? i just ended up being a complete mess so i finally decided to confront him about it. andddddddd he told me he had never heard that song before
turns out when i thought he was saving a song he was actually adding it to the queueue (however you spell that word lmao) and i had myself saved that stupid song over a month ago and totally forgot about it
i feel so stupid??????????? i put myself through all that because im so dumb!!!! literally just wanna hit myself in the head a thousand times. n i feel so guilty for accusing my bf for wanting to break up with me : (((
this is what happens when youre a big overthinker, thank you for reading