Bloodflowers wrote:
there is no coming back from the very deep hole i've dug i've spent months tricking everyone else and myself into thinking im a different person than i am and i did a good job but at one point we have to stop lying to ourselves. there is no motivation left and no reason to continue beliving that i can keep up the lie but ive done a good enough job masking the truth that i cant pick up where i left off because everyone sees hope where there wasnt ever any. i am a fraud and ive tasted a different type of life it tastes like shit
- a confession