Delusion1111111 wrote:scoff wrote:
but like, what else can i try?
i've tried writing, turns out i don't have the concentration skills for that
i've tried reading, it can be nice at times if i find a real good book but like it's not something i want to spend too much time on
i've tried photographing but it was just plain boring
i tried geocaching, felt... unnecessary?
i tried running but then i remembered i can't run because i keep tripping over my own feet
actually, i'm very bad at anything and everything that has to do with sports or physical exercise because my gross motor skills for some reason ain't all there all the time eh
i quit music because it started to feel like a chore and it also just made me miserable
then the only hobby i had left was drinking but i'm not gonna do that so much anymore
concentration can be learnt . like if u just do small things every day even for like ten minutes eventually u might start enjoying them more/being able to them for longer. write for like a little bit, even if u cant do it for long. try some yoga youtube videos. even if ur 'bad' at physical exercise it is still good for u n there are so many different kinds. download duolingo n start learning a new language. pick a topic u want to know about and learn about it in DEPTH using different sources (books, youtube videos). read different types of books u have never tried reading before, watch different films to the ones u usually watch.. if u do all of these things even just for a TINY bit each day ur days might start feeling nicer.
i know it can, but i still have this sense that everything i do is worthless if it only includes me and no one else shares it, you know? if that makes sense. take music for example - it's simply not fun anymore because since when is it fun to just sit on your own and play your guitar to yourself? i don't know. that's a problem i have. everything i do for me and me only feels fake and ridiculous.