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Cardboard wrote:
that sounds so srs lol its not but
last summer after my last course at komvux, my maths teacher from there emailed me abt wanting to buy a painting, 2x1 meter lol n in oil aka 2 things i had no experience with, huge and foreign medium lol. n i also had my 1st job which was a challenge lmao n i didnt have super much time for painting so i never even sent him the sketches bc i barely made any bc i was so nervous abt the whole thing lmao.
so at the end ov last summer i messaged like hi sorry i had no time this summer but thanks for showing interest. or smthn. but this was all from my school email and before i got to read his reply my email adress literly got deleted n i didnt have his email written down so i was like browe. big oof.
n then i tried to forget abt it bc i was so ashamed abt the whole thing.
but now when im supposed to be sleeping im deciding like i need to msg him again lol. ill have to ask the school for his work email or smthn or find it online n write, explain myself kinda minimally bc he scares me a bit altho i like him. n be like anyways it ment alot to me u even wanted anything. and maybe give him a small painting as a thanks or smthn lol even if thats silly maybe. bc id like to keep semi in touch or at least end on good terms n not that whole embarrassment ov a situation i left it at lmaoo.
thats all, it feels scary but i rly should do smthn abt this lol. or actually it doesnt feel that scary bc i cant make it any worse than what i left it at omg
that sounds so srs lol its not but
last summer after my last course at komvux, my maths teacher from there emailed me abt wanting to buy a painting, 2x1 meter lol n in oil aka 2 things i had no experience with, huge and foreign medium lol. n i also had my 1st job which was a challenge lmao n i didnt have super much time for painting so i never even sent him the sketches bc i barely made any bc i was so nervous abt the whole thing lmao.
so at the end ov last summer i messaged like hi sorry i had no time this summer but thanks for showing interest. or smthn. but this was all from my school email and before i got to read his reply my email adress literly got deleted n i didnt have his email written down so i was like browe. big oof.
n then i tried to forget abt it bc i was so ashamed abt the whole thing.
but now when im supposed to be sleeping im deciding like i need to msg him again lol. ill have to ask the school for his work email or smthn or find it online n write, explain myself kinda minimally bc he scares me a bit altho i like him. n be like anyways it ment alot to me u even wanted anything. and maybe give him a small painting as a thanks or smthn lol even if thats silly maybe. bc id like to keep semi in touch or at least end on good terms n not that whole embarrassment ov a situation i left it at lmaoo.
thats all, it feels scary but i rly should do smthn abt this lol. or actually it doesnt feel that scary bc i cant make it any worse than what i left it at omg
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