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Raphaelx wrote:
Eremophobia is the deep fear of stillness, solitude or deserted places.
Something I’ve experienced since the end of 2019/begin 2020 till begin May 2020.
I felt lonely, I felt ugly and dirty, insecure.
I felt empty, I felt lonely, even when I had people around me begin of this year.
That feeling got stronger when we weren’t allowed to go to school anymore and almost nobody sended me a message, even when I did everytime first.
But since the begin of May 2020 I finally started to feel better.
I worked out, only drinking water, focus on my healthy and school. On my self.
I got more fit, less acne, feel less ugly and less dirty.
Insecure is something still a big thing, Thursday I heard there was a nod in my back.
I already have pain in my back after intensive days but lately also sometimes after a chilling day.
Tomorrow I will hear the results of the x-ray they took of my whole vertebra.
Still try to find the power and not trying to fall back down.
If you readed this, thank you, i love you and if you need help I’m here for you.
Here is a picture I made of the feelings I had in the time of feeling lonely. Trying to express my emotions trough photos really helps me as “therapy”.
and here you can find a wallpaper I made for you guys
https://imgur.com/a/ZHeE48s
I hope it’s the right size, if not, let me know and I will fix it!
Really a lots of love, me
Eremophobia is the deep fear of stillness, solitude or deserted places.
Something I’ve experienced since the end of 2019/begin 2020 till begin May 2020.
I felt lonely, I felt ugly and dirty, insecure.
I felt empty, I felt lonely, even when I had people around me begin of this year.
That feeling got stronger when we weren’t allowed to go to school anymore and almost nobody sended me a message, even when I did everytime first.
But since the begin of May 2020 I finally started to feel better.
I worked out, only drinking water, focus on my healthy and school. On my self.
I got more fit, less acne, feel less ugly and less dirty.
Insecure is something still a big thing, Thursday I heard there was a nod in my back.
I already have pain in my back after intensive days but lately also sometimes after a chilling day.
Tomorrow I will hear the results of the x-ray they took of my whole vertebra.
Still try to find the power and not trying to fall back down.
If you readed this, thank you, i love you and if you need help I’m here for you.
Here is a picture I made of the feelings I had in the time of feeling lonely. Trying to express my emotions trough photos really helps me as “therapy”.
and here you can find a wallpaper I made for you guys
https://imgur.com/a/ZHeE48s
I hope it’s the right size, if not, let me know and I will fix it!
Really a lots of love, me
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