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scoff wrote:
while i might not miss my ex-bf, i miss everything else that i will never get to do again?
like going to this festival kinda thingy that we used to go to every year (because it's small and everyone there is his friend)
going to visit his friends in berlin every summer and going on a festival with them
visiting his friend who has the most amazing beer cellar i've seen anyone have
hanging out in the park irritating everyone around us because we don't just have a speaker to play music from, we have an entire PA-system
beer brewing (i mean, that's something i could do in the future but it would be long from now considering my lack of money and space)
doing really stupid shit like putting a kiddie pool full of water in the living room because it's too hot
and. all. those. other. things.
how the fuck do you trade that for a boring life in a basement? how do i go from drinking beer with people that knows beer and what to get back to getting hammered on vodka in someone's shitty apartment while some idiot won't stop playing the guitar? how do i handle the transition from doing things i enjoy every year to doing things i enjoy maybe once every fifth year when someone finally wants to do it?
i really don't like my life right now
while i might not miss my ex-bf, i miss everything else that i will never get to do again?
like going to this festival kinda thingy that we used to go to every year (because it's small and everyone there is his friend)
going to visit his friends in berlin every summer and going on a festival with them
visiting his friend who has the most amazing beer cellar i've seen anyone have
hanging out in the park irritating everyone around us because we don't just have a speaker to play music from, we have an entire PA-system
beer brewing (i mean, that's something i could do in the future but it would be long from now considering my lack of money and space)
doing really stupid shit like putting a kiddie pool full of water in the living room because it's too hot
and. all. those. other. things.
how the fuck do you trade that for a boring life in a basement? how do i go from drinking beer with people that knows beer and what to get back to getting hammered on vodka in someone's shitty apartment while some idiot won't stop playing the guitar? how do i handle the transition from doing things i enjoy every year to doing things i enjoy maybe once every fifth year when someone finally wants to do it?
i really don't like my life right now
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