Medusa wrote:
It might not seem a lot to some people, but I had a doctor's appointment today. (We talked about mental health, and if I could get that sick leave)
And we did tests, she said that the results were pointing to a "moderate" depression. I asked about meds but she said she has to talk about it with someone who is specialized in that stuff, since I did not want to go to a psychiatrist due to my history there.
Anywaay, I got meds for sleeping + anxiety/panic attacks, and they will consider the meds for depression later because I couldn't really tell and they'll call next week.
And I felt happy because I felt like there is hope
even tho it kinda felt like someone slapped me in my face when she said the words about me being depressed.
And I'm proud of myself.
Because I constantly feel angry, or sad and being happy is rare to me. I feel like literally anything could make me get pissed.
And I can't wait to get better
also had to change that title oop
And we did tests, she said that the results were pointing to a "moderate" depression. I asked about meds but she said she has to talk about it with someone who is specialized in that stuff, since I did not want to go to a psychiatrist due to my history there.
Anywaay, I got meds for sleeping + anxiety/panic attacks, and they will consider the meds for depression later because I couldn't really tell and they'll call next week.
And I felt happy because I felt like there is hope
even tho it kinda felt like someone slapped me in my face when she said the words about me being depressed.
And I'm proud of myself.
Because I constantly feel angry, or sad and being happy is rare to me. I feel like literally anything could make me get pissed.
And I can't wait to get better
also had to change that title oop