Bloodflowers wrote:
i look old i looked myself in the mirror and i realised i dont look how i used to
and I've also realised I don't deserve to be treated the way I am. I don't deserve being threatened, called a liar, manipulated etc etc. And I don't deserve being called crazy, getting year old information shared, getting mocked and laughed at. I don't deserve sabotaging myself but I also don't deserve being told I'm never good enough or I never do good enough and my attempts to do better are fake.
I deserve to be happy and I deserve to be respected and not get dragged down on a daily basis.
i will see what i can sell