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BAHAHAHAH when you're trying to

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scoff wrote:
do something with your life but all you end up doing is the same shit as always??? WHY

like, i was gonna read a book or three, you know, to learn something and broaden my perspective on shit or maybe just lose myself in a novel, right? BUT here i am and all i've read is the same kinda shit as always; books about troubled kids and then rock star biographies

YES

so then i was gonna watch documentaries because idk maybe i could LEARN SOMETHING?? yeah no, forget about that. i just watched another bunch of true crime docs.

SOOO, how do i ever like develop as a human being if i just keep staying on my rut? 'cause honestly, that's what i'm doing. i've been spending time with friends, but we're doing it just like when we were 18, 19 and it's sorta making me sick of it. i want something new. i want something else.

BUUUUT then there's this thing with... what is that something else??? right??? 'cause i tried to engage in other shit but it's all boring

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scoff wrote:
also since i moved into my own place i've been getting so fucking lazy
the place is constantly messy, mostly 'cause i just don't have anywhere to put anything, but still???? yeah that sucks. sometimes i wait like two days to do the dishes 'cause uhm, no one's here to judge me anyway????? and that shit kinda sucks 'cause that's not how i want it but like i just can't get myself to do shit all
and like on some days, the few days i do spend alone and not with friends or doing something else, i don't even get dressed - i sleep until noon and then spend the rest of my day in bed with my laptop or w/e AND OH GOD WHAT IS THIS?

i really, really, really need to find something to do with my life because uhm NO

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scoff wrote:
also the weather's shit so that's that

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