SweetLapis wrote:
Honesty, I'm feeling pretty shitty right now.
Feeling lonely ya know.
At first I was feeling fine today, and then it just hits. I realize how lonely I truly am.
But, I guess that's to be expected when you don't have many friends to begin with due to social awkwardness and anxiety or people just thinking your weird.
Makes me scared for the future. Like, what goes through my mind is if I have so much trouble making friends/forming relationships, am I going to be all by myself? Alone?
I find myself sometimes bursting with confidence and trying to reach out to others, but I fail for the majority.
It really sucks, and it hurts deeply to see people just judge you harshly before they even give you a chance.
Sorry for the ramble, but I seriously needed to vent about this.
Feeling lonely ya know.
At first I was feeling fine today, and then it just hits. I realize how lonely I truly am.
But, I guess that's to be expected when you don't have many friends to begin with due to social awkwardness and anxiety or people just thinking your weird.
Makes me scared for the future. Like, what goes through my mind is if I have so much trouble making friends/forming relationships, am I going to be all by myself? Alone?
I find myself sometimes bursting with confidence and trying to reach out to others, but I fail for the majority.
It really sucks, and it hurts deeply to see people just judge you harshly before they even give you a chance.
Sorry for the ramble, but I seriously needed to vent about this.