GENOS wrote:
you know how people say they have 0 friends but they still have like people to hang out with or hit them up asking them if they're okay?? well thats absolutely not me
i have literally 0 friends, no one, nada, nobody
i dropped them all and i'm living the most boring life, ever, in my early twenties
i deleted all of my social media except whatsapp, youtube and reddit so it's a bit harder to meet new people
my daily routine:
wake up at 10
go on vp
scroll through youtube videos i have already seen 10x
go work at mcdonalds
come home at 11 in the evening and cry in my bed
when i was 16 i planned it waaay different in my head
i thought i would go to cool parties and laugh a lot with cool friends and have a nice boyfriend and stuff but it turns out i have nobody. i have no one in this world. i have no one left to blame but myself because i chose to live this way. i just want to meet some nice people in my life again..