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Bloodflowers wrote:
someone is ignoring me and
im sitting here thinking if theyve got a problem it's their responsibility to take it up w me especially when im not even sure ive done anything and if i have they can say so
me a couple years ago would have gone straight to spamming and apologizing
which is probably why i was diagnosed w bpd which is very questionable today. nd im not even oversharing like i used to speak of this a lot when i first got diagnosed now its a meh label in my journal that the doctors ignore
im amazed like people say i havent changed but
i was the person that would get manipulated and controlled and emotionally not abused but like getting there by my ex and i would constantly apologise so he would be nice to me
i even remember he once told me i would never be able to achieve my dreams of working with dogs bc i had too many issues and he hurt me and i was like sorry youre probably right bc i didnt want him to break up with me if i disagreed lmao i had issues
now if someone wants to argue bc of something i find dumb like that im just like w/e if this is going to break us up it's not worth it
which i think is really cool
im really cool abt stuff appariently or maybe i dont have feelings idk who knows
someone is ignoring me and
im sitting here thinking if theyve got a problem it's their responsibility to take it up w me especially when im not even sure ive done anything and if i have they can say so
me a couple years ago would have gone straight to spamming and apologizing
which is probably why i was diagnosed w bpd which is very questionable today. nd im not even oversharing like i used to speak of this a lot when i first got diagnosed now its a meh label in my journal that the doctors ignore
im amazed like people say i havent changed but
i was the person that would get manipulated and controlled and emotionally not abused but like getting there by my ex and i would constantly apologise so he would be nice to me
i even remember he once told me i would never be able to achieve my dreams of working with dogs bc i had too many issues and he hurt me and i was like sorry youre probably right bc i didnt want him to break up with me if i disagreed lmao i had issues
now if someone wants to argue bc of something i find dumb like that im just like w/e if this is going to break us up it's not worth it
which i think is really cool
im really cool abt stuff appariently or maybe i dont have feelings idk who knows
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