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siXsiXsiX wrote:
little doughbuns of blood filled with pork. not disgusting at all
my dude asked if i wanted to join them for dinner today. his lil brother is back in town for a short visit and he rly wanted to make blodpalt. he's been missing it as palt is not common to eat in any other part of the country. i get why, yuck. now the food might be awful but since my dude is there the company might not be as bad, could be a nice evening despite it all. but i'm so damn shy. idk what to say. i did meet his lil brother and his gf at a party last weekend. they're about my age, a few years older, but very sweet ppl. but it doesn't help, i already know it will only get uncomfortable. my social anxiety and my mind being overly aware and critical of everything i do or say, will get in the way for me to function, i won't be able to get out of my head and be a human u know.
things might be alright if it turns out we'll just be a bunch of people. our pals and a couple of beers. oh wait.. just as i'm writing he texts me. apparently we'll be at his moms place. ughghhee...🙂🙂🙂 that's what i was afraid of. we're kinda just fuckbuddies. i don't want to meet his entire family wth?? meeting a brother may be fine. but when u bring in parents, when u invite me to your parents, over a dinner, it gets a little too intimate and serious uuuhh...
i sorta said yes already. now how do i get out of this?
tell him i suddenly got corona after visiting my sick sister?
little doughbuns of blood filled with pork. not disgusting at all
my dude asked if i wanted to join them for dinner today. his lil brother is back in town for a short visit and he rly wanted to make blodpalt. he's been missing it as palt is not common to eat in any other part of the country. i get why, yuck. now the food might be awful but since my dude is there the company might not be as bad, could be a nice evening despite it all. but i'm so damn shy. idk what to say. i did meet his lil brother and his gf at a party last weekend. they're about my age, a few years older, but very sweet ppl. but it doesn't help, i already know it will only get uncomfortable. my social anxiety and my mind being overly aware and critical of everything i do or say, will get in the way for me to function, i won't be able to get out of my head and be a human u know.
things might be alright if it turns out we'll just be a bunch of people. our pals and a couple of beers. oh wait.. just as i'm writing he texts me. apparently we'll be at his moms place. ughghhee...🙂🙂🙂 that's what i was afraid of. we're kinda just fuckbuddies. i don't want to meet his entire family wth?? meeting a brother may be fine. but when u bring in parents, when u invite me to your parents, over a dinner, it gets a little too intimate and serious uuuhh...
i sorta said yes already. now how do i get out of this?
tell him i suddenly got corona after visiting my sick sister?
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