Bloodflowers wrote:
im fr ready to off myself simply bc i've had it
so the thing is i moved here 3 months ago and my last real doctors appointment was in september
i got a time here but the date didnt work out bc of many reasons so ive been trying and trying to get another appointment and they say i may have to wait a while and i say
im fine with that i just want to know i have an appointment
but now it seems they've just unbooked the first appointment and like im not getting a new one?? they told me 2-3 weeks ago they would send me a new date i haven't heard anything
and the legal thing is
the psych clinic i lived before is responsible for me until they take over here
but i just talked to them and the nurse straight up laughed in my ear and said 2-3 weeks isn't long actually 2-3 weeks means it's been forgotten if they say they will be in touch and told me they wouldnt get me to to speak with a doctor over phone and i would just have to wait instead bc they werent going to book me since i've moved
which means
i can report it
also the fact that i spoke w a doctor on the phone a couple weeks ago and he prescriped me medication (which ended me in the hospital and i also said i shouldnt be taking these) with no follow up. they dont know this they think im still taking them and they said i will do a follow up where i live now.. but prescribing medication w/o even being allowed to get a hold of a doctor?
i should report this too bc of the incident that came out of it
last i moved i was left hanging for 6 months w everyone being like you're not our problem
which is happening now bc i cant turn to where i live now bc i havent had that first appointment so i actually dont belong to them
and where i lived before arent following the rules and just being reckless
idek for how long i can renew my meds bc the more time goes by the less they want to speak to me and it often ends w them hanging up in my ear
i asked if she could write to a doctor to prescribe 10mg tablets instead of 5mg since my prescription is 2 5mg tablets and she started scolding me on how i was wrong like bitch i literally hav emy prescription in this apartment
like i know i talk so much shit abt psych but this is really the reality of how it works at least unless its inpatient that's a different world
i had one doctor that i really loved but that was in spring 2019 and she gave me all drugs i have now and didnt question i was lying when i say something isnt working
sigh
u all like i really did make an effort w myself but at this point it seems like everyone is working against me
im fr ready to off myself simply bc i've had it
so the thing is i moved here 3 months ago and my last real doctors appointment was in september
i got a time here but the date didnt work out bc of many reasons so ive been trying and trying to get another appointment and they say i may have to wait a while and i say
im fine with that i just want to know i have an appointment
but now it seems they've just unbooked the first appointment and like im not getting a new one?? they told me 2-3 weeks ago they would send me a new date i haven't heard anything
and the legal thing is
the psych clinic i lived before is responsible for me until they take over here
but i just talked to them and the nurse straight up laughed in my ear and said 2-3 weeks isn't long actually 2-3 weeks means it's been forgotten if they say they will be in touch and told me they wouldnt get me to to speak with a doctor over phone and i would just have to wait instead bc they werent going to book me since i've moved
which means
i can report it
also the fact that i spoke w a doctor on the phone a couple weeks ago and he prescriped me medication (which ended me in the hospital and i also said i shouldnt be taking these) with no follow up. they dont know this they think im still taking them and they said i will do a follow up where i live now.. but prescribing medication w/o even being allowed to get a hold of a doctor?
i should report this too bc of the incident that came out of it
last i moved i was left hanging for 6 months w everyone being like you're not our problem
which is happening now bc i cant turn to where i live now bc i havent had that first appointment so i actually dont belong to them
and where i lived before arent following the rules and just being reckless
idek for how long i can renew my meds bc the more time goes by the less they want to speak to me and it often ends w them hanging up in my ear
i asked if she could write to a doctor to prescribe 10mg tablets instead of 5mg since my prescription is 2 5mg tablets and she started scolding me on how i was wrong like bitch i literally hav emy prescription in this apartment
like i know i talk so much shit abt psych but this is really the reality of how it works at least unless its inpatient that's a different world
i had one doctor that i really loved but that was in spring 2019 and she gave me all drugs i have now and didnt question i was lying when i say something isnt working
sigh
u all like i really did make an effort w myself but at this point it seems like everyone is working against me