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im fr ready to off myself simply bc i've had it

so the thing is i moved here 3 months ago and my last real doctors appointment was in september

i got a time here but the date didnt work out bc of many reasons so ive been trying and trying to get another appointment and they say i may have to wait a while and i say
im fine with that i just want to know i have an appointment
but now it seems they've just unbooked the first appointment and like im not getting a new one?? they told me 2-3 weeks ago they would send me a new date i haven't heard anything



and the legal thing is
the psych clinic i lived before is responsible for me until they take over here
but i just talked to them and the nurse straight up laughed in my ear and said 2-3 weeks isn't long actually 2-3 weeks means it's been forgotten if they say they will be in touch and told me they wouldnt get me to to speak with a doctor over phone and i would just have to wait instead bc they werent going to book me since i've moved

which means
i can report it
also the fact that i spoke w a doctor on the phone a couple weeks ago and he prescriped me medication (which ended me in the hospital and i also said i shouldnt be taking these) with no follow up. they dont know this they think im still taking them and they said i will do a follow up where i live now.. but prescribing medication w/o even being allowed to get a hold of a doctor?
i should report this too bc of the incident that came out of it


last i moved i was left hanging for 6 months w everyone being like you're not our problem
which is happening now bc i cant turn to where i live now bc i havent had that first appointment so i actually dont belong to them
and where i lived before arent following the rules and just being reckless



idek for how long i can renew my meds bc the more time goes by the less they want to speak to me and it often ends w them hanging up in my ear 
i asked if she could write to a doctor to prescribe 10mg tablets instead of 5mg since my prescription is 2 5mg tablets and she started scolding me on how i was wrong like bitch i literally hav emy prescription in this apartment




like i know i talk so much shit abt psych but this is really the reality of how it works at least unless its inpatient that's a different world
i had one doctor that i really loved but that was in spring 2019 and she gave me all drugs i have now and didnt question i was lying when i say something isnt working




sigh
u all like i really did make an effort w myself but at this point it seems like everyone is working against me
Bloodflowers
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omg the nurse just called me from that place where i lived before and said
we cant renew ur meds bc u havent taken a blood test

BUT I TOOK IT
SO IT WAS SENT WHERE I LIVE NOW
BC THEY TELL ME TO DO EVERYTHING HERE AND THAT IM NOT THEIR PROBLEM

THEN THEY WONT RENEW MY MEDS BC IM NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO THEM ANYMORE


what
Bloodflowers
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Bloodflowers wrote:
omg the nurse just called me from that place where i lived before and said
we cant renew ur meds bc u havent taken a blood test

BUT I TOOK IT
SO IT WAS SENT WHERE I LIVE NOW
BC THEY TELL ME TO DO EVERYTHING HERE AND THAT IM NOT THEIR PROBLEM

THEN THEY WONT RENEW MY MEDS BC IM NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO THEM ANYMORE


what
she sounded like she didnt believe me but i was like telling the blood test from memory nd shes like mmhmm 
open the fucking journal it's digital
Bloodflowers
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u know its funny i remember one time when they were like sorry no appointment and i said im going to report this and then im going to kill myself
then they call me the next day and theyre like u have an appointment next week
from experience they only start to listen when you threaten to report what's going on and i could have laid out everything i had but im just exhausted fighting a losing battle for so long
Bloodflowers
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Bloodflowers wrote:
Bloodflowers wrote:
omg the nurse just called me from that place where i lived before and said
we cant renew ur meds bc u havent taken a blood test

BUT I TOOK IT
SO IT WAS SENT WHERE I LIVE NOW
BC THEY TELL ME TO DO EVERYTHING HERE AND THAT IM NOT THEIR PROBLEM

THEN THEY WONT RENEW MY MEDS BC IM NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO THEM ANYMORE


what
she sounded like she didnt believe me but i was like telling the blood test from memory nd shes like mmhmm 
open the fucking journal it's digital
they renewed all my drugs turns out im speaking the truth
its sad bc the receptionists are always really nice then they refer the call to a nurse and theyre condescending and lacks empathy
Bloodflowers
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they wrote in my journal they didnt want to give me a "higher dose" bc they've never met me
its
the same dosage
but in 1 tablet instead of 2
its the same dosage wtf ive been trying for months
to get a 1 tablet prescription
but they keep saying
they dont know me
and u only get 25 tablets and you can only get 25 at a time then u need to call them

im sorry this is simple math i dont understand
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