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Bloodflowers wrote:
u know i have people in my life i could never really forgive
people that have lied to me, manipulated me, hit me and just in general played w my feelings
and i would never be friends with them or date again
but i save everything
i save photos of us together and when we did stuff and i save journal entries and videos
not in an obsessive way but if im going through my pictures i will think yes that was a good day we had so much fun and i remember they did x and told me x and it made me feel nice
and from a perspective today i think thats healthy?
like these are good memories even though this person was pretty shitty in the end
but i also kind of hide it bc if my friends know that i like have pictures of my ex they would be like uhhh
and i used to be that person that would cut someone out completely, delete everything but then i get over that hurt and im reminded of a good memory and im like i wish i would have kept that photo w/e
i remember i went to a concert w an ex
and i forgot my camera at home
and they recorded and took photos
then dumped me and deleted EVERYTHING. threw out the pictures i had painted, the jacket i gave them.
and i really miss those photos bc that was an important night. bc when we got back together all that was gone all photos and all gifts
u know i have people in my life i could never really forgive
people that have lied to me, manipulated me, hit me and just in general played w my feelings
and i would never be friends with them or date again
but i save everything
i save photos of us together and when we did stuff and i save journal entries and videos
not in an obsessive way but if im going through my pictures i will think yes that was a good day we had so much fun and i remember they did x and told me x and it made me feel nice
and from a perspective today i think thats healthy?
like these are good memories even though this person was pretty shitty in the end
but i also kind of hide it bc if my friends know that i like have pictures of my ex they would be like uhhh
and i used to be that person that would cut someone out completely, delete everything but then i get over that hurt and im reminded of a good memory and im like i wish i would have kept that photo w/e
i remember i went to a concert w an ex
and i forgot my camera at home
and they recorded and took photos
then dumped me and deleted EVERYTHING. threw out the pictures i had painted, the jacket i gave them.
and i really miss those photos bc that was an important night. bc when we got back together all that was gone all photos and all gifts
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