Buns wrote: I hate applying for jobs I'm so scared I'm going to work with someone i went to school with/I know. D: It's so scary andddd I just lost motivation f^ckkkkkk. Doesnt help this is a small freakin town
Lituirchego wrote: why would you not want to work w somebody you went to school w?
They tend to ask questions. i feel like if it was someone i dont know they will talk to me less , I don't want them to study to me or watch me because they know me, if i mess up i feel like they will laugh and talk to there friends like "hey you remember that weird bitch from high school. she fell yesterday she is so dumb and awkward". I'm soooo awkward. I worked with someone from my school before she keep trying to talk to me and we gave each another numbers. I haven't had an actually friend in years I feel like i dont know how to socialize like I used to. T.T idk