Bloodflowers wrote:
u know i saw a thread a while ago someone was upset over their birthday or something and ppl were like thats silly ur too old to be upset over your birthday blabla
then badflower released the song 30
and i've just got to say
what is stupid is telling people what they can't or shouldn't be upset about? like im upset about knives being on the kitchen counter no one has the right to tell me not to feel anxious abt that and im not going to be like hahah u right let me turn that off. it's completely reasonable to be upset about your birthday i HATE my birthdays and yes it can still be a big deal even if you're not turning 8 because birthdays for me are like
every year i get more and more reminded of that im older and people therefor care about me less and im more left to deal with myself
i spent my 21st alone in the apartment drinking and watching yt while being called by few ppl drunk late in the evening saying happy bday gotta go
but i dont 100% remember that specific thread so just in general
its also that in this age ur only rlly young until you're like not in your 20's but then you age until ur like 80 and die